Hello dear <3,
It’s officially been 1,607 days. Isn’t that insane? Sometimes, I wonder if you lived or not. But, guessing by your account not being active, you didn’t. I’m starting the year we all dreamed of. You know?
It’s been too long, way too long. I haven’t gone on this account in a while and I apologize. Although, I do miss you no matter how much time gap there is, I will miss you.
Oh.. how I yearn to see you once again. Guess what, I got a bf after so long. Yeah, I know.. you’re probably surprised. “Wasn’t I gay?”. Yes, yes I was. But unfortunately, my classmates were people who tease or bully me in such a way I had to fit myself in. So, I became straight. Now I’m straight, 100%.
It’s been awhile, hasn’t it. When we fully had a conversation, a true one. One where we could talk about how life was. The dsmp had a lot of problems, I don’t know how some of the members are.. I didn’t catch up on them, nor checked on them.
I told you how blue & green will always mean dnf for me, well.. it still does in a way. Occasionally I’ll see it as Isagi and Rin. I’ll still see it as Dream and George forever though. Honestly, you missed out on so much.
you had so much potential.
Anyways, I’m logging off now. Before I get too sappy. I love you still dear.
- xoxo,
✨ You’re one and only ✨