If anyone cares on what happened with my crush thing:
So I told someone who I thought was my friend,, I forgave him snd I'm not mad..he cried and said he was sorry,, he swore on his mom and dad not to tell, then told
I heard she [my crush] was crying, and I cried too. She hugged back when we were going inside [we were outside for recess] and told me it was okay. I cried more that the boy who hugged me and congratulated me swore then broke it,,
Eh,,, I'm fine now, my teacher is the best and she talked to.me and made me feel so much better. I'm cool now,,