i want to apologize to anyone i'm currently neglecting to talk to, i have been feeling incredibly incredibly shitty the past few days and also incredibly antisocial (i've kind of been schlumping around with earbuds in for 48 hours straight) and i don't have the energy or even self confidence to talk to anyone right now and it was a struggle just to put even a little bit of what i'm feeling into words (11:11, go look). again, i'm sorry, but you know i'll be back, and i love you all. also, sorry for this long ass notification.