love song

Pov : you're a writer...you can write hundreds of words describing a situations and your feelings<(￣︶￣)>

I know, i wrote too much it's just been on mind... 
          cause i didn't say it out loud 
          I decided to keep it for me and let them live but i wanted to leave that...in my memories maybe i will stop thinking about it...
          It's just a similar situation is according soon...
          And i am... interested to see their reaction? 
          Like did they grow up 
          Are they still the same?
          I am wondering... 
          Will keep you updated if it's again fucked up( ꈍᴗꈍ)
          

Something i wanna put here
          * In my memories 
          The first man that ever tried to know you by actually talking to you about you and not about your looks 
          Mister flowers man 
          He gave me a flower of his own to put it in my garden of memories 

You know, you're no fun to hang out with 

          I am thinking about life, life isn't as easy as you take it...
          You treat people in a way 
          But you don't get treated the same way 
          So i am wondering 
          
          What are the reasons...and 
          What do i mean to those people 

Once upon a time 
          You promised them
          You promised that you'll all leave together 
          That dream was such a fantasy, and an amazing dream...
          But now...
          Why is it... that you don't wanna leave 
          They will go, so you as well should search for an opportunity and go...
          Why is it that you 
          Don't wanna leave here? 

What are the feelings of sadness are like?
          Those tears that Keeps flowing...
          I wonder why...
          You had many granddaughters but you were my only grandpa
          The person who loved me unconditionally, and the person i love even more than my father 
          My worthless life just became more dull 
          But dear dear grandpa, you will be in my memories 

She kept saying "i wanna see you today " 
          
          I told her sorry and gave her excuses 
          I didn't wanna see her 
          She said " please free time i wanna see you one last time before i leave "
          And that was it 
          I didn't want to see her, i kept delaying it
          Cause i hoped somehow she wouldn't leave
          I didn't want her to, But it's not like i could do anything about it...
          I didn't wish for it to be the last time
          Cause i know 
          I will be forgotten...
          

Heard the news of her getting proposed to
          I should be happy for her
          That's what i always wished anyway
          But the fact she would be marrying away in another city didn't make me feel so
          Married
          And in another city
          I knew
          I should enjoy the few times i have with her before she gets married 
          And I should prepare to be forgotten either way

I know how it will go 
          
          Talking like normal at for
          Asking about each other every now and then after a few months 
          And the remembering once a year and soon you are forgotten even at that
          They say they won't
          But they will
          I know, because it wasn't about them, that's just how life went ...