inanimateinsanity69
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hi ( bad english :[ ) i want to vent so badly but i cant, theres some feeling in my body where it suppresses me from venting. ive vented before and it somehow caused issues thus making me paranoid to vent. everytime i vent it sometimes hurts me more rather than just healing. i cant find anyone to vent to safely, not even my bsfs. i feel like being an attention seeker after every vent and makes me overthink badly. making this post even makes me feel like im an attention seeker. theres a reason why i didnt make an account immediately on dc after getting banned. i just want a fucking break from being online but my hyperfixations cant. i keep worrying SHIT about my friends, even the most simplest mistake could make me overthink and worry too much. quitting wattpad was for the greater good. if you are here to comfort me, please dont, ill fix this shitty behavior myself.