I'm sorry about what I said about some of you, I made you guys angry in hopes that you would say something bad about me so I would feel worthless and it would make it easier to take my life, my methods were wrong. I know it was horrible for me to do and I new it was horrible for me to do beforehand, but I wasn't thinking about anyone but myself, I was being selfish, I just wanted everything to be easier. 

I don't deserve any of your forgiveness or need it, I just need you to know that I am sorry. Please, I beg you all to stop apologizing to me; you did exactly what most people would have if their friend was targeted, that doesn't make you guys bad people, it makes you amazing and loyal friends. 

Me wanting to take my life isn't related to this incident, I'm not that weak. I was just hoping this would give me the extra push to do it. If I do decide to take my life please don't any of you feel guilty, it's not your fault; I have things going on in my life that are a lot worse than a few comments on Wattpad. 

(THIS IS NOT A FREAKING SOCIAL EXPERIMENT)

Thank you @fadedlights- @lacrine_sienna @summer_stxrmz @aginner and @oursisfury