So I'm not going to update that much because I'm going through a lot and I probably need a therapist or to call one of those hotlines or whatever. Since none of us know each other I'm just going to say a part of it....so I've been starving myself of bottles of water but when I do eat I feel so disgusted with myself that I make myself throw it up, plus I'm saving money for diet supplements idk I know this is dumb but I just....I don't have positive self image and its just too much in my life.
But until I get my life together I may update every once and a while and I might update at school because my mom might take my phone and laptop this semester. So yeah I don't vent much because no one is there to listen but yeah that's what going on with me, what's new with you guys??