Hey, hey, hey. What kind of talk is that? Now I don't know you, I don't know your life, but let me tell you that you're worth something. Your existence matters and you are special. Please don't insult yourself. I've been there. I've called myself all kinds of names, and you know what? It doesn't help a damn thing. Just inevitably makes you feel worse.
You have to appreciate yourself, understand that you're a deserving, lovable human being. I'm still learning, but I'm trying. I'm trying to look in the mirror and like the person that I see, and, sweetheart, I invite you, encourage you to do the same.
I've read some of the poetry you've published up there, and you have a way with words, you have talent. You are not a low life creature. You're a person and you're special. Try to remember that :)