I know that things happened a long time ago, but learning about it today even though I’ve been over it for two year, learning about it now kind of stings. I don’t think using the R slur is okay to use, even if I made them mad for making a joke out of poor taste. I’m not really mad at anybody anymore because I’ve moved on, but when I’m friends with somebody, I mess it up because I have a hard time keeping them. I mess up, they yell at me, call me names, and then just go on about their lives. And it sticks with me and makes me feel like I’ll never keep friends. I don’t think calling out this person would be good since college is right around the corner. But if somebody says they’re sorry to somebody else instead of directly telling me, it kind of makes me feel like you’re not actually sorry. Whoever you are may be sorry about it and are afraid of my reaction, it shouldn’t matter. If you apologize to me and make it up, I probably won’t be upset with you. I want to make everybody I’m friends with or know in real life happy. I hate to make people feel upset or feel like they have to hate me for unexplained reasons. I’m trying to do better with myself and try to keep people’s thoughts in mind. I will still try to make it up and if you don’t want to be friends anymore, it’s fine. We’ll move on and just cross paths. Just wanted to get my thoughts about and let everyone know there’s nothing wrong.