@ineedtaekook123 I am really bad at comforting people but all I can advice at the moment is to stay patient and strong. And I honestly think no one can help you find motivation other than yourself because it's you who's living your own life, your way.I am pretty sure your mom noticed and is giving you space to figure it out yourself. You are very beautiful and amazing person and at the moment you're experiencing this, going through a tough time, which is completely alright because these are the phases which bring either the worst or best out of us but whatever the outcome is, it shows us how we are as person or what we want to do in life.
You might think you are not doing much you indeed are because some people who experience feelings like yours can't find the power in themselves to get up in the morning and they don't but you are strong and you get up and face your feelings as well as everyday situations.
And things might not be okay today or tomorrow but they will be someday, just don't give up so soon. And when it feels too much simply go to your mom and hug her tightly, talk to her and am sure it will help.
I am sorry if I said something wrong, like said I am very bad at comforting people. I hope everything will be alright for you soon.❤️❤️