I think I’m.. lost. Again.
Thinking about what lies ahead of me brings me a strong feeling of anxiety. I am not usually like this. Normally, the unbeknownst fuels me the most.
I can’t function accordingly. It’s like everything’s back to square one—there’s nothing but empty spaces. I am stuck and that’s what frightens me. I clearly have no idea on how do I get myself out of this phase.
Is this because I planned my future so well that I get completely overwhelmed just by the thought of it? Did I plan everything so well to the point that I lost myself amidst the planning process? Or is there something else that makes my system act this way?