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Hello, I'm cacai. Can you please visit my story and leave a vote also. I'll promise I'll do the same thing with you po. This mean so much to me po. Thank youuu.

nasa draft ko ang chap 3 ng tiha, tinatamad lang akong ipublish HAHAHAHAH

was thinking of writing epistolary. 
          
          tiha and btcp be like: wow, the audacity?? 

will be writing now

was so sick of seeing the drafts so i published it na, it was stucked for a days without getting published, my mind was messed up and i couldn't figure out if it's really fine, if it's really good to go. 
          
          but i took my courage today, whatever the results is, as long as i know that i put my efforts and dedication then it will fine. 
          
          puwede pa namang maedit yun, puwede pang irevise. 
          
          pero hindi mo matatapos ang isang istorya kapag puno ka na lang ng pagdududa at pagkawala ng kumpyansa. everything that seems messy right now will be fixed. so i'd rather choose to post a messed up chapter than to post nothing. 

busy building the second installment of provincia series, i already have a plot and their names, motivation na lang na tapusin yung first installment para finish na hahahaha 
          
          may name na rin sa 3rd kaso male lead lang. 
          
          main characters’ name 2nd story of the series: 
          AEI (FML) & AJA (ML)
          
          for 3rd installment: R.A.A
          
          pa-mysterious muna 'yan sila ngayon, para kunyari may thrill 

there are some adjustment sa mga chapters that's why the chapter 1 of tiha are now prologue, same as btcp, though it wasn't edited yet but once it's finished, it will have the same set up as tiha’s, magulo kasi kapag yung first set up, it’s more on like an introduction not a beggining. 

me to chapter 1 of tiha: okay na 'to 

the chapter 11 of btcp was already finished, as well as the chapter 2 of tiha. 
          
          i started writing them the past few days — and i admit, this was the hardest chapters i have written— not because of the scene, how i executed the happenings, not how i think about the dialogues, not any of those. 
          
          but what i feel right now. i feel lacking. i had read them multiple times, re-write, proofread. it was a cycle for me to the past few days, and it's just a chapter, not the whole story yet. 
          
          i feel like i had to polish them, i think that i wasn't able to convey the feelings my characters should feel, i feel that i still had to write another phrase to complete the chapter, i feel not enough. 
          
          currently, i took a break on it. i couldn't figure out if it's really finish because i still think of many additionals, i still has scenes in mind. and if i publish it right now, knowing for me it wasn't enough, then i would left my self unsatisfied. 
          
          i'll be back on track, when it doesn't feels wearing out anymore. 

one of the reasons why i am writing is the thought of having something to look back when i'll get older.. 
          
          that feeling when you completely had forgotten the plot, characters, the dialogues — the story. 
          
          but then one day, you’d be opening the application again, seeing how you’ve managed to write those, watching how different things was — how you grow. 
          
          and that, that's why i am motivated to continue, to put my heart out every chapters, so i could have something to look back in the future, something i could treasure. 
          
          the story may be forgotten, but the feeling while i am writing them, would always be here, somewhere in my mind — in heart, that i know, i woukd cherish forever.