hi everyone, raf here, and i just want to start off by apologizing profusely to all of you. i don't think i have posted anything in almost 2 years, but still, many of you have stuck around. i am so grateful for all of the support, and i am so extremely sorry that i haven't posted anything in years. i know a lot of you began following me when i wrote "perfect" back in 2013, was it? that story will always have a special place in my heart, though i never got around to finishing it. i'll be honest, i have tried so hard to write something, ANYTHING, just so i can get back in the groove. i have so many ideas, but i haven't been able to morph them into anything tangible. here's hoping i get my mojo back, but in the meantime; thank you. thank you for always sticking around, sticking with the stories that i publish and take down almost immediately after, and having enough faith in me as a writer. i hope to publish something again, and i hope to do it soon. while writing is a stress reliever for me, sometimes i get really anxious about publishing on this site for no other reason than being insecure about my writing. once again, i'm so sorry, and thank you so much. i can't explain how grateful i am that you folks have stuck around. oh, and happy new year pals, here's to a clean slate!