How would things go if I were to write a BL book about this suicidal normal guy, and this dead guy who talks to cats and only truly suicidal people can see him? The normal guy tries to find the dead guy and talks to him, become friends, and falls in love with him? The dead guy drops hints of his lore by taking him to place where he offed himself and talking about his life but not mentioning that he's dead? All this time the normal suicidal guy is in love with him, wants to kiss him and hold him, but every time he gets to close the dead guy moves away? Then at the end the normal suicidal guy finally hugs him and the dead guy starts to disappear and he realises the reason why he wasn't allowed to touch him was bc the guy would disappear if he did? It's like he finally disappeared, because the normal guy found a will to live, to live for him, but since only people who want to die can see him— and now he doesn't want to die he can't see him anymore