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that crazy moment when you read xreaders because you dont love yourself and you convince yourswlf no one else loves you either so the only kind of affection you can depend on is by reading books about fictional people and pretend your life isn’t as shitty as it is 

quit my job and dropped out of high school a year before i wouldve graduated :’)
          
          man dont u just love mental health being a bitch?

WHY THE HECK AM I HAVING MIXED FEELINGS ABOUT HOW TUBBO AND TOMMYINNIT ARE JUST A YEAR OLDER THAN ME IT LITERALLY MEANS NOTHING OTHER THAN THE FACT THEYRE A SIMILAR AGE AS ME WHAT THE HELL

Ok, hear me out, I swear I’m not insane, well maybe you can relate in which people will think we’re both insane but—
          
          I don’t have any specific traits that I’m attracted to in a person, like people expect me (since I’m a girl) to like tall people, but in all actuality I don’t care, I don’t really know how to describe it. BUT THEN SOME SNEAKY YOUTUBERS THAT ARE LIKE 1-10 YEARS OLDER THAN ME COME ALONG AND LIKE JUST MAKE ME MELT LIKE WTH!?!?? I DIDNT ASK FOR THIS (mostly dreamwastaken and CorpseHusband rn but life changes and I hear this girl talking and I just—)
          
          AND— YOU KNOW SOMETIMES I GET LITTLE CRUSHES ON AUTHORS THAT I READ BOOKS FROM AND I KNOW I SHOULDNT BUT I CANT HELP IT BECAUSE THEYRE PASSIONATE ABOUT WRITING AND JUST SOUNDS LIKE A GENUINELY NICE PERSON—
          
          LIKE COME ON I DIDNT ASK FOR THIS, ESPECIALLY DURING FREAKING QUARANTINE>:(
          
          Also, as a side note, isn’t it unsettling as when you get older some of the youtubers are super close to your age and your just :o
          
          LIKE STOP THE CLOSER YOU GET TO MY AGE THE MORE IM GOING TO SIMP FOR YOU >:c

Either I’m in a “wholesome” mood or everyone’s being the absolute sweetest and I’m in love :3

I should seriously stop procrastinating. 
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I’m procrastinating doing homework :(
          
          But I need to do it :(
          
          I don’t wanna write an essay :c

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I did a bad thing. :/