These days I just get really sad and sometimes mad for random reasons idk I just... I feel like I don't trust anyone anymore and I'm really having a hard time telling anyone what I really feel and I cant vent it anywhere because all they say is that I get overdramatic and such but I love them I can rant to my mom, she always told me to be strong and I feel like there's nobody I can cling into and I feel like drowning in my emotions I get jealous of them hyping that person but not me I'm never like this I hate being like this I just hope to meet someone who'll crack my protective layer on myself I'm idk
