status: people don't reconize me. I feel invisible to most of my friends and family! I feel suicidal sometimes. I'm only 10 and I'm a tomboy and just I've never had eny one there for me and it makes me feel like my life is useless. tonight so one made me realive that reality sucks and you can't live your life fanticizing over what's not real. tell me if I'm a loser or if I'm the coolest person you've ever met! I may just be a puppet to you because you controlloing me every move but apperently I need to forget about what people say. but people judge me the 5's when the see me. your to tall , you play sports, YOU BOY! I can't ever in a millon forgive the people who have met me. so if in the next year or so I'm not here well 1. my account got deleted 2. I'm dead!
