@destinyzZ_Hypen thank you so much love, I am trying my best. But, they were good ppl and I fuckd it up. So, yk right, the guilt, hurt and sadness that comes when you realize that someone you ever loved, someone who felt like home, safe and comfort for you after years felt traumatized bcs of all the things I have done. What if I am really a bad person. Ahhhh, let's leave it. however, I am really trying my best. Also, your words means a lot love. Yes, I am learning to find myself and love my self finally now. <3 thanks for everything. Love yaaaaaaa, love you more than anyone.