ink_chai_and_rain

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hi everyone.
          	
          	(upcoming rant)
          	
          	i am annoyed.
          	
          	i did not get the part in the musical, but i'm not mad because of that.
          	
          	I'M MAD BECAUSE THE PART WENT TO AN OFFBEAT, TONE-DEAF EIGHTH GRADER WHO CAN'T PLAY PIANO.
          	
          	I GOT MARTHA COX INSTEAD. AND THEY SHORTENED HER LINES TO 5 SECONDS OF SONG AND THEN 1 LINE. (because apparently the musical was too fucking long)
          	
          	 And everyone playing the lead roles? White, blonde, blue-eyed girls. And SO many other girls tried out, too. they did so much fucking better.
          	
          	WHAT THE FUCK?
          	
          	
          	i'm honestly so pissed.
          	
          	And i even put, "pls put me on stage crew if i don't get the part! it's my first time auditioning and I always loved backstage work"
          	
          	and guess what they did?
          	
          	THEY TOLD ME "sry you can't sucker we can't put you on prop design"
          	
          	I ASKED THEM BEFORE! THEY SAID THEY COULD!
          	
          	i hate life. and since i don't want to think about musicals or plays or drama classes or all that fucking bullshit because apparently I wasn't good enough-
          	
          	I FEEL LIKE KMS.
          	
          	i'm getting b grades, i can't sleep without thinking about what a disappointment i am, i used to be the smartest and now I can't raise my hand without wondering if my fucking answer's right.
          	
          	and on top of THAT, ANXIETY ATTACKS.
          	
          	LIFE IS PURELY WONDERFUL.
          	
          	and if you read all of this?
          	
          	ily. thx for caring<3

MarkerMafuyu

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@ink_chai_and_rain 
          	  omg girl HOW MUCH DID I MISS?!?!
          	  This is so dumb. For a school that has its own Diwali festival, they're still so racist! And I get where you're coming from. We all are going through a lot of melodramatic shit from racist teachers to average grades in an Indian household to asshole friends that you wanna gut with a spear (or multiple). But I js want to say that...
          	  WE ARE HERE BESTIE.
          	  More importantly, I'm here.
          	  You can always text me or send a letter from (DISTINCT LOCATION) to my (DISTINCT LOCATION). I'm always open eared and eyed (even though I have glasses) and am willing to offer a virtual shoulder to sob on dramatically.
          	  
          	  Also, fuck those friends bro. Represent anti-racism!! You eat too hard to kys girl. Also, who would I have to brag about. Even while you're (CENSORED) states away, you're still my most closest and awesomest bestie. I'd miss you too much if you left me. 
          	  Hope ya feel betta'! (NOT beta (indian or brainrot) but better)
          	  -DC
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BookFan33

@ink_chai_and_rain i’m sooo sorry u didn’t get the part. PLEASE DONT KYS THOSE BURNT AVOCADOS ARENT WORTH IT!!! That’s literally so racist!! I remember that in my old school they didn’t let me write an exam cuz my first language was technically telugu. My mom had to literally argue with the teachers multiple times for them to finally let me do it. People suck but u clearly dont. I technically don’t know who u r since we are on the internet and stuff but u still seem like a rlly nice person from what I can tell. Don’t let those idiots get to u. WE LYSMM!! hope u feel better *calls the white girls stuff my mom wouldn’t be proud of*
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a_dark_void_of_death

@ink_chai_and_rain if you kys
          	  i will kms
          	  so
          	  dont do that
          	  and racist teachers . . . ours is worse
          	  our history teacher was teaching us abt segregation reforms
          	  and there's one non-asian girl in out class who's european
          	  so of course, our teacher was like "oh racism was bad . . . other stuff i didnt bother listening to . . . oh it happened alot bc of the skin color . . . like you, [insert name of that girl], they wouldn't arrest you because you're so white"
          	  wtf
          	  also if you didnt get the part of kelsi, thats okay. if a blue-eyed blonde girl who can't sing got it, thats not at all okay bc 1. kelsi isn't blonde and 2. she writes f*cking songs. and then she sings them.
          	  so how, tell me, are these people gonna do this play when 1. its a musical, 2. in a musical, people SING, and 3. ITS A F*CKING MUSICAL. YOU. SING. IN. A. MUSICAL.
          	  
          	  also im sorry you didnt get backstage but i think itll be okay. BECAUSE. prop design is so much fun too. especially if you're actually making the props from scratch.
          	  so dw. you'll hv fun either way.
          	  and honestly, i get anxiety attacks too so if you ever need to vent, i get it. they suck. by alot. trust me, i know.
          	  and im so sorry you didnt get the part you wanted. we loves youuuuu.
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ink_chai_and_rain

this message may be offensive
hi everyone.
          
          (upcoming rant)
          
          i am annoyed.
          
          i did not get the part in the musical, but i'm not mad because of that.
          
          I'M MAD BECAUSE THE PART WENT TO AN OFFBEAT, TONE-DEAF EIGHTH GRADER WHO CAN'T PLAY PIANO.
          
          I GOT MARTHA COX INSTEAD. AND THEY SHORTENED HER LINES TO 5 SECONDS OF SONG AND THEN 1 LINE. (because apparently the musical was too fucking long)
          
           And everyone playing the lead roles? White, blonde, blue-eyed girls. And SO many other girls tried out, too. they did so much fucking better.
          
          WHAT THE FUCK?
          
          
          i'm honestly so pissed.
          
          And i even put, "pls put me on stage crew if i don't get the part! it's my first time auditioning and I always loved backstage work"
          
          and guess what they did?
          
          THEY TOLD ME "sry you can't sucker we can't put you on prop design"
          
          I ASKED THEM BEFORE! THEY SAID THEY COULD!
          
          i hate life. and since i don't want to think about musicals or plays or drama classes or all that fucking bullshit because apparently I wasn't good enough-
          
          I FEEL LIKE KMS.
          
          i'm getting b grades, i can't sleep without thinking about what a disappointment i am, i used to be the smartest and now I can't raise my hand without wondering if my fucking answer's right.
          
          and on top of THAT, ANXIETY ATTACKS.
          
          LIFE IS PURELY WONDERFUL.
          
          and if you read all of this?
          
          ily. thx for caring<3

MarkerMafuyu

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@ink_chai_and_rain 
            omg girl HOW MUCH DID I MISS?!?!
            This is so dumb. For a school that has its own Diwali festival, they're still so racist! And I get where you're coming from. We all are going through a lot of melodramatic shit from racist teachers to average grades in an Indian household to asshole friends that you wanna gut with a spear (or multiple). But I js want to say that...
            WE ARE HERE BESTIE.
            More importantly, I'm here.
            You can always text me or send a letter from (DISTINCT LOCATION) to my (DISTINCT LOCATION). I'm always open eared and eyed (even though I have glasses) and am willing to offer a virtual shoulder to sob on dramatically.
            
            Also, fuck those friends bro. Represent anti-racism!! You eat too hard to kys girl. Also, who would I have to brag about. Even while you're (CENSORED) states away, you're still my most closest and awesomest bestie. I'd miss you too much if you left me. 
            Hope ya feel betta'! (NOT beta (indian or brainrot) but better)
            -DC
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BookFan33

@ink_chai_and_rain i’m sooo sorry u didn’t get the part. PLEASE DONT KYS THOSE BURNT AVOCADOS ARENT WORTH IT!!! That’s literally so racist!! I remember that in my old school they didn’t let me write an exam cuz my first language was technically telugu. My mom had to literally argue with the teachers multiple times for them to finally let me do it. People suck but u clearly dont. I technically don’t know who u r since we are on the internet and stuff but u still seem like a rlly nice person from what I can tell. Don’t let those idiots get to u. WE LYSMM!! hope u feel better *calls the white girls stuff my mom wouldn’t be proud of*
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a_dark_void_of_death

@ink_chai_and_rain if you kys
            i will kms
            so
            dont do that
            and racist teachers . . . ours is worse
            our history teacher was teaching us abt segregation reforms
            and there's one non-asian girl in out class who's european
            so of course, our teacher was like "oh racism was bad . . . other stuff i didnt bother listening to . . . oh it happened alot bc of the skin color . . . like you, [insert name of that girl], they wouldn't arrest you because you're so white"
            wtf
            also if you didnt get the part of kelsi, thats okay. if a blue-eyed blonde girl who can't sing got it, thats not at all okay bc 1. kelsi isn't blonde and 2. she writes f*cking songs. and then she sings them.
            so how, tell me, are these people gonna do this play when 1. its a musical, 2. in a musical, people SING, and 3. ITS A F*CKING MUSICAL. YOU. SING. IN. A. MUSICAL.
            
            also im sorry you didnt get backstage but i think itll be okay. BECAUSE. prop design is so much fun too. especially if you're actually making the props from scratch.
            so dw. you'll hv fun either way.
            and honestly, i get anxiety attacks too so if you ever need to vent, i get it. they suck. by alot. trust me, i know.
            and im so sorry you didnt get the part you wanted. we loves youuuuu.
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ShreyaAnnie4EVAH

are you interested in learning if you're a KKHHer or K3Ger?

ShreyaAnnie4EVAH

@ink_chai_and_rain YOU PASSED YOU ARE A K3Ger
            GOOD ON YOU KABHI KUSHI KHABI GHAM IS THE *SUPERIOR* MOVIE
            *hair flips*
            *whacks myself in the face*
            
            and no you didn't write it wrong bc you said it was from KKHH and anjali says it first in that
            
            and poo was tryna impress rohan not rahul
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ink_chai_and_rain

@ShreyaAnnie4EVAH alr i got this bro wdym-
            
            a) YEH LADKA HAI ALLAH, HAI HAI ME ALLAHHHH
            b) i think i accidentally wrote it wrong on my profile ToT
            b) when rohan came and she was tryna impress rahul i think
            a) poor rukhsar. i hope that poet guy realized how much she loves cricket.
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ShreyaAnnie4EVAH

@ink_chai_and_rain YAYAYA I KNEW IT
            
            1. what comes after 'jaare jaare jhooti"
            a) mooti baatein na banaaa
            b) tareefein kyun loote
            
            2. the quote "i don't jokes." "i don't like you": who said which line?
            a) rahul first, anjali second
            b) anjali first, rahul second
            
            3. who sang the "swami jai jagadesh haare" prayer song thingy:
            a) a character played by rani mukherjee
            b) a character played by kareena kapoor
            
            4. who is farida jalaal to you 
            a) rukhsar's mom, daijaan
            b) rahul's mom, Ms. Khanna
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ink_chai_and_rain

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hi guys.
          
          
          I GOT CALLBACKS.
          
          AND IT WAS TODAY AND AAAH I DID SO FREAKING GOOD-
          
          but note- even if I don't get the part, updates will be slower. i don't feel like writing new chapters that often, and i also have work to do for school (I HATE LIFE WHY)
          
          but thank you for everyone who put up with my shit and waited patiently for updates<3 ily
          
          BYE BESTIES

BookFan33

@ShreyaAnnie4EVAH FRR ALL THOSE BOLLYWOOD/TOLLYWOOD MOVIES CAME IN HANDY
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ink_chai_and_rain

So those of you may remember me saying I decided to audition for my school musical…
          
          It’s “high school musical”, btw
          I tried out for Kelsi…
          
          AND GOT CALLBACKS. AND THE OTHER GIRL WHO TRIED OUT FOR HER?
          
          She didn’t get callbacks. (haha karma bitch)
          
          
          so I might acc have a chance at getting the part!

a_dark_void_of_death

@ink_chai_and_rain yes i know. bc im so amazing like that.
            jkjk
            im glad i was helpful
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Maya_thesakurafairy

Is @MarkerMafuyu still grounded? Because she hasn’t been online in so long T^T

MarkerMafuyu

@Maya_thesakurafairy LMFAOOOOO u guys r too nice ilygtm
            I'm bACk!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Maya_thesakurafairy

@ink_chai_and_rain  aw:( that’s sad. And no problem 
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ink_chai_and_rain

@Maya_thesakurafairy also sorry I js saw this! Digital detox. Strict parents.
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ink_chai_and_rain

how did i js discover the masterpiece “Shaky Shaky”
          
          NOSE RING EARRINGS EYELASHES BLING BLING—
          
          i’m obsessed. SO WHAT HUH-

MarkerMafuyu

@ink_chai_and_rain LMFAO my mom did her Diwali dance to that song!!
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ink_chai_and_rain

I like making my readers suffer.
          
          
          
           and that means delaying the next update on Candids.

ink_chai_and_rain

@BookFan33LMAOOO IM HAPPY I FINALLY GOT TO UPDATE! I’m way too obsessed too. I LOVE TPQ
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BookFan33

@ink_chai_and_rain YESSS!! I CAN'T TELL U HOW HAPPY I AM THAT YOU ARE POSTING!!!!!!! I WAS LITERALLY DAY DREAMING ABOUT ARUDEN IN CLASS (I THINK I'M A LITTLE OBSESSED WITH TPQ IF U CAN'T ALREADY TELL)
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ShreyaAnnie4EVAH

also when are u posting the mood boards?