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Ok can I just rant for a sec cuz like somethin bothered the crap outta me and i feel like if I dont let this out, imma mind as well cry instead. Anyways, i was listening to this sad, and ya know, gotta get in those feels ya know? But for like a moment, I just thought about someone. SOmeone I really cared about. I’ve known him for quite a while. And while we were never like Best BEST friends, we grew up with each other, we’ve gone to the same school,  and we became close through just being friends. We’re always so competitive with each other, and we joke/ flirt around with each other a lot. We’ve both kinda liked each other and i know he’s like me since we were seven. We’ve been officially together but i broke things off with him because i felt closer to him as a friend. Even after we broke up, it wasn’t awkward between us at all. We still act the same around each other maybe even closer. 
          	
          	BUt lately, I’ve been noticing he’s been down lately. Like depressed down. And it make me sooooo worried bc between the both of us, I’m the one with prob the more mental health issues. It’s not like him for him to act this way. But when he does, it concerns the living hell outta of me. And he hasn’t been at school for a while, and i cant help wonder if he’s ok. So when i heard this sad song, i had this Irrational thought....like what if he died? What if i dont know how much he really is suffering, and he just ya know, killed himself? Like what if i came to school one day and found out that he was never coming back? When I thought about that, it like legit tore something inside me. I was so scared, like I know for sure, at first I wouldn’t know how to take it. Ill be like, “this is a joke right?” But deep down inside, I know it MIGHT be true. And I can just imagine every memory I had with him flashing through me eyes, and just start crying bc ill never see him again and there’s no way i could ever take time back. I just realized how much he meant to me.

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@ink_user I really hope your friend feels better
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Ok can I just rant for a sec cuz like somethin bothered the crap outta me and i feel like if I dont let this out, imma mind as well cry instead. Anyways, i was listening to this sad, and ya know, gotta get in those feels ya know? But for like a moment, I just thought about someone. SOmeone I really cared about. I’ve known him for quite a while. And while we were never like Best BEST friends, we grew up with each other, we’ve gone to the same school,  and we became close through just being friends. We’re always so competitive with each other, and we joke/ flirt around with each other a lot. We’ve both kinda liked each other and i know he’s like me since we were seven. We’ve been officially together but i broke things off with him because i felt closer to him as a friend. Even after we broke up, it wasn’t awkward between us at all. We still act the same around each other maybe even closer. 
          
          BUt lately, I’ve been noticing he’s been down lately. Like depressed down. And it make me sooooo worried bc between the both of us, I’m the one with prob the more mental health issues. It’s not like him for him to act this way. But when he does, it concerns the living hell outta of me. And he hasn’t been at school for a while, and i cant help wonder if he’s ok. So when i heard this sad song, i had this Irrational thought....like what if he died? What if i dont know how much he really is suffering, and he just ya know, killed himself? Like what if i came to school one day and found out that he was never coming back? When I thought about that, it like legit tore something inside me. I was so scared, like I know for sure, at first I wouldn’t know how to take it. Ill be like, “this is a joke right?” But deep down inside, I know it MIGHT be true. And I can just imagine every memory I had with him flashing through me eyes, and just start crying bc ill never see him again and there’s no way i could ever take time back. I just realized how much he meant to me.

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@ink_user I really hope your friend feels better
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