inkedinlove

Aoife’s expression changed so subtly that, if I hadn’t been staring directly at her, I probably would’ve missed it entirely.
          	
          	The smart-arse grin that had been sitting comfortably on her face for the last twenty minutes disappeared. She lowered the crisp packet onto her lap and folded her arms loosely across her chest, her eyes never leaving mine.
          	
          	“The questions you should be asking,” she said carefully, choosing each word like she was testing its weight before letting it leave her mouth, “are the same questions people should’ve been asking a very long time ago.”
          	
          	I frowned.
          	
          	“What questions?”
          	
          	Aoife didn’t answer immediately.
          	
          	Instead, she held my gaze, and there was something deeply unsettling about the look in her eyes. It wasn’t anger. It wasn’t pity. It was the expression of somebody standing beside a cliff edge, watching someone else walk towards it.
          	
          	“The ones nobody wanted the answers to,” she said quietly. “The ones people ignored because the truth would’ve been too ugly to look at.”
          	
          	A muscle jumped in my jaw.
          	
          	“Molloy.”
          	
          	She inhaled slowly. “Since the twenty-fourth of April, two thousand.”
          	
          	The date hit me harder than it should have and my stomach tightened instantly.
          	
          	I stared at her.
          	
          	“The night Caoimhe Young died?”
          	
          	Aoife’s eyes closed briefly, and when she opened them again, there wasn’t a trace of humour left in her face.
          	
          	“No, Joey. The problem is that everybody thinks that’s where the story starts.”
          	
          	A cold feeling crawled slowly down my spine.
          	
          	“What does that mean?”
          	
          	For the first time in my life, Aoife Molloy looked genuinely reluctant to speak.
          	
          	“It means people spent years looking at the wrong tragedy.”
          	
          	My chest tightened.
          	
          	“What tragedy should they have been looking at?”
          	
          	She stared at me for several seconds before looking away.
          	
          	Towards the football pitch.
          	
          	Towards the trees.
          	
          	Towards anywhere except me.
          	
          	When she finally spoke again, her voice sounded tired.
          	
          	“The one that didn’t end with a funeral.”

inkedinlove

Aoife’s expression changed so subtly that, if I hadn’t been staring directly at her, I probably would’ve missed it entirely.
          
          The smart-arse grin that had been sitting comfortably on her face for the last twenty minutes disappeared. She lowered the crisp packet onto her lap and folded her arms loosely across her chest, her eyes never leaving mine.
          
          “The questions you should be asking,” she said carefully, choosing each word like she was testing its weight before letting it leave her mouth, “are the same questions people should’ve been asking a very long time ago.”
          
          I frowned.
          
          “What questions?”
          
          Aoife didn’t answer immediately.
          
          Instead, she held my gaze, and there was something deeply unsettling about the look in her eyes. It wasn’t anger. It wasn’t pity. It was the expression of somebody standing beside a cliff edge, watching someone else walk towards it.
          
          “The ones nobody wanted the answers to,” she said quietly. “The ones people ignored because the truth would’ve been too ugly to look at.”
          
          A muscle jumped in my jaw.
          
          “Molloy.”
          
          She inhaled slowly. “Since the twenty-fourth of April, two thousand.”
          
          The date hit me harder than it should have and my stomach tightened instantly.
          
          I stared at her.
          
          “The night Caoimhe Young died?”
          
          Aoife’s eyes closed briefly, and when she opened them again, there wasn’t a trace of humour left in her face.
          
          “No, Joey. The problem is that everybody thinks that’s where the story starts.”
          
          A cold feeling crawled slowly down my spine.
          
          “What does that mean?”
          
          For the first time in my life, Aoife Molloy looked genuinely reluctant to speak.
          
          “It means people spent years looking at the wrong tragedy.”
          
          My chest tightened.
          
          “What tragedy should they have been looking at?”
          
          She stared at me for several seconds before looking away.
          
          Towards the football pitch.
          
          Towards the trees.
          
          Towards anywhere except me.
          
          When she finally spoke again, her voice sounded tired.
          
          “The one that didn’t end with a funeral.”

inkedinlove

this message may be offensive
from the next chapter but dear god my heart is breaking 
          
          “Because both of my sisters are fucking nut-jobs! That’s why!”
          
          “You know what?” I whispered, taking Lizzie’s hand and stepping backwards like I was trying to shield the only person in the room who still needed protecting. “When you find out where my older sister went, Caoimhe, let me know.”
          
          “What the hell is that supposed to mean?”
          
          “It means the girl who helped raise me isn’t standing in front of me anymore.”
          
          “Fallon—”
          
          “No, listen to me. For once in your fucking life, listen! You’re being really fucking cruel right now, Caoimhe. And the worst part is that I know you’re hurting. I know you’re angry. I know you’re grieving the life we were supposed to have. I know you’re tired of carrying everything that happened to this family.”
          
          “But so are we. So am I. So is Lizzie. You keep looking at us like we’re broken things. Like we’re embarrassing. Like we’re things you have to explain away to other people.”
          
          “Do you know who you’re calling a nut-job?”
          
          I pointed towards myself.
          
          “The little girl you used to carry on your hip when Mammy was busy. The little girl who followed you around the house because she thought you were the most beautiful person she had ever seen. The little girl who sat between your legs while you brushed her hair and told her she was the prettiest girl in the whole wide world.”
          
          “The little girl who believed every word you said.”
          
          “So tell me, Caoimhe…”
          
          My eyes filled with tears.
          
          “Where did she go? Because I’d really fucking like to meet her again.”
          
          “Because the sister I remember would have held my hand when I was scared. She would have sat beside Lizzie when she had nightmares. She would have looked at us and seen two little girls who were terrified.”
          
          “Not two problems that needed to be fixed. Not two girls who needed to be ashamed of themselves.”
          

inkedinlove

@skyelynch i love u cutie thank you 
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inkedinlove

do i dare to do a time skip for fighting six where joey and fallon see each other again at ballylagging or do you guys want more new year’s eve and more fallon character development (most the chapters before joey and fallon meet again will be about fallon)

souveneezy

I’m really loving all the fallon development so I’d like it to stay this way :)
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shortnsour

i really want more joey and fallon but i love fallons development saying stuff for the sake of saying stuff
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inkedinlove

she will always need him ;(
          
          “Bunny?” I whispered into the darkness, my fingers searching desperately through my blankets as though I could still find him tucked beside my pillow where he had spent so many nights. “Bunny, is that you?”
          
          A tiny laugh echoed through my mind. Stop looking around, Fallie. You know where I am.
          
          My breath caught.
          
          The voice was older somehow, but not really.
          
          Still stubborn. Still cheeky. Still the same seven-year-old rabbit who had once stamped his little feet inside my head and screamed when I was too frightened to make a sound.
          
          A broken smile pulled at my lips. “My head,” I whispered. “My heart. My brain.”
          
          Duh.
          
          A wet laugh escaped me.
          
          “Right.”
          
          Look at you, using your big girl words and everything.
          
          I smiled wider, tears already collecting in my eyes.
          
          “You’ve become sassy.”
          
          I learned from the best.
          
          My throat tightened.
          
          “No, wait.”
          
          His tiny footsteps stopped. For a moment, I could almost imagine him turning around, little pink hat crooked on his head, paper tie askew, tiny paws folded across his chest.
          
          What?
          
          “Don’t leave.”
          
          The silence afterwards was devastating.
          
          Because once upon a time, that had been his greatest fear.
          
          Not being forgotten.
          
          Not being put in the toy chest.
          
          Not being told to be quiet.
          
          Being left behind.
          
          “Fallie—”
          
          “No, please,” I whispered, tears slipping down my face. “Don’t go. I’m sorry.”
          
          Sorry for what?
          
          The question was so innocent that it broke me.
          
          “Everything.”
          
          My voice cracked.
          
          “For throwing you.”
          
          Silence.
          
          “For locking you away.”
          
          More silence.
          
          “For calling you mean.”
          
          A tiny huff.
          
          I was mean.
          
          I laughed through my tears.
          
          “You were.”
          
          Very mean.
          
          “You were horrible.”
          
          Extremely horrible.
          
          I shook my head.
          
          “You were the worst.”
          
          Yeah.
          
          Another pause.
          
          But I was right.

inkedinlove

take one get one feee 
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shortnsour

if you ever separate them you’re contributing to my attachment issues i genuinely see them as one unit if you take away bunny i will be mourning a piece of fallon
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