bye!

GUYS HAPPY 5TH! I'm so glad I can spend this amazing journey with these amazing boys I don't know where I'd be without them and thank you for letting me know all of you because you're all dope I love you all and I love the boys and I'm so emotional, this is such a big day for all of us!! 
          	Even though Zayn isn't with us anymore, I will always support him and the boys and I'm so glad the other four didn't give up and stayed with us. I'm so proud to be in this fandom and being a part of this big family, there's no one in this world who can make as happy as this boyband can and I'm so glad they exist. 
          	It's been half a decade and I'm just so happy and I wish there will be many more years to come. Even if there aren't, I'm so glad I could spend these years with them, they're my getaway from this world and my life and I couldn't be happier to have them. 
          	So I will always be grateful for everything and as long as they want me to, I will ALWAYS support them and be here and I'll never give up like they didn't. 
          	Even though, this fandom has many ups and downs, and there is always something trying to keep us quiet and down, I'll make sure to remember all the joy these boys brought. I mean, they're just normal boys but they saved countless lives and I couldn't be prouder. I'm so so proud. 
          	I'm just blabbering because I can't even express my love for this boys because they take such an huge role in my life, I don't know man, I can't even say what I mean. I think we can never express our love for someone, or something, like the way we feel so we just keep using words. 
          	So yea, I hope this helped convey the message I wanted to deliver. I love them so much and I'm so glad they appeared in my life the time they did because I was going through such an awful phase and they gave me the support and happiness I needed at the moment and I can never thank them enough for that, for literally saving me, and for being there when nobody else was. I love them so much, so much.