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I'm so sorry I couldnt save you you were the only person who actually understood me and treated me as if I was a real person. I could actually trust you and I loved you and you never gave up on my even though I could never help you and now your dead, now I can never see you again, I couldnt even fucking say goodbye to you and I regret every single second I wasnt with you. I miss you so much and I just want to see you one last time even if it's just a low quality picture of your face I just wish you could be here. I wanna kill myself now i miss you so much, you were the only one and i miss you so much i just wanna see you again but this impossible. I'm sorry I couldnt save you, I'll never forgive anyone for this, I love you.
          
          -Sam.T
          

Please be alive, listen I'm scared amd I care about you, if your already dead and I'm too late I'm sorry. If your still alive please answer me, im scared.