HAPPPY PRIDE MONTH LOVELIES, YALL ARE VALID AND LOVED SO MUCH, ALWAYS WILL BE <3
DON'T EVER FEEL LESS THAN JUST BC UR STILL STRUGGLING WITH WHO YOU ARE <3 AND DON'T FEEL AS IF YOU DONT FIT IN, YOU WILL FIND UR PLACE SOON AND WILL BE LIVED BY SUCH A WELCOMING COMMUNITY WHEN UR READY <3
NOW SMTG I'D LIKE TO GET OFF MY CHEST:
I'm still currently struggling with who I am and what i identify as just bc i feel as if i dont fit in, and bc it's scary for me living with a homophobic stepdad and mom.
but i've noticed that my whole life that i've been attracted to everyone, no matter their gender, and their sexual orientation basically. thing is it took me forever to learn that it was omnisexual, and not pansexual, so for the longest time i've labeled myself as pansexual not knowing that pansexual and omnisexual are different and that's what other people have labeled me as, but i've learned to listen to myself and not let others overpower me and tell me what i am. another thing is i've always struggled with sexual attraction, it scared me bc i hear all these kids my age going out and doing all these sexual things with everyone, and to me i would be like i could never ever do that without like knowing the person and trusting them on like a really deep level. i had no idea that asexuality had a spectrum to it at the time and i've learned that i am demisexual. but it's just scary and confusing to me atm. but i'm leaning for being demi-omnisexual :]
but it's a surreal feeling to come out and I'm like so confused due to growing up in a really religious household and having a homophobic mom and stepdad, so I'm gonna wait till I'm in a more comfortable environment like this to do so :)
