@EXcuzzeeemee hello ❤️ I'm deeply sorry for taking so long with my updates -but unfortunately, life lately is pretty demanding, and even when I've time to write, I just can't pull through it properly. Anyway, the new chapter is finished -I just need to edit it and if anything goes wrong, it should be out next week. Please know that it makes me truly happy to know that my story can be such a huge comfort to you during this harsh time; at the same time, it breaks my heart to see all that you're going through. It's truly a lot, and I'm sorry you push yourself to the limit. I hope you have someone you can talk to, to express your feelings and be understood. I know I am nobody, but I truly hope that things can go better for you, and I hope you won't arrive to such extreme thoughts anymore in my small capacity, I'll try to share good chapters that could give you some solace -with the hope that you can find something else too to help you going on. Please take care ❤️ you're important and deserve happiness ❤️