𝒔𝒊𝒏𝒄𝒆𝒓𝒆𝒍𝒚,

YOU'RE ALIVE??? 

also, our millitary men are officially BACK, yahoooo!!!!

little life update: 
          
          I'm 20 now, whoop :( i've finished my exams. 
          (they've consumed a vast amount of the past 
          two years but i did make some amazing new
          friends— they mean the world to me.) 
          
          i am currently job hunting and it's making me 
          feel old. it's an endless blur of finding a way
          to keep in touch with my friends and getting
          sick and my life being a bit of a soap opera.
          
          i haven't written in a while so i've gotten very
          rusty, i fear. i spend copious amounts of time
          on various manhwas, they've become a huge
          source of entertainment for me these days. i
          have also been consuming copious amounts of
          michael jackson. (and this is an understatement.)
          
          i kind of miss uploading on wattpad— it's been
          ages and I've thought of this place every now 
          and then. it also means i haven't kept up with 
          any of you in a long long time and my memory 
          is kinda dim :( i'm feeling a little nostalgic haha.
          
          how are youuu? have you been doing well? eating
          and staying hydrated and healthy and doing things
          that you love? because i really hope so. even if that
          isn't the case, I'm manifesting a happy future for all
          us here. i love you and miss you and hope you are
          all living you your best lives.
          
          and on the event that i become inactive again,
          here's my current instagram id: @bluecarress
          (i might change the user so other potential
          usernames i might switch to include zalaxist 
          and bluejanus) do reach out <33
          
          lots of chocolates, good music and love,
          zahi

*cough* uh, hi. anyone still here? 

Hi bibs! Sorry for plugging. If you find this annoying, you're free to delete this. 
          
          I'm open for VtV and FtF! Are you interested po??
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/384675444?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=Hxxnamaeanne

I've been venturing into the world of Turkish 
          music lately and dropped by to type up some
          recommendations for you guys because they 
          are a w e s o m e !!
          
          001. Uslanmiyor bu - Zeynep Bastik
          002. Tac Mahal - Buray
          003. Ele Layik - Tuğkan
          004. Kirmizi - Tuğkan
          005. Benim her şeyim tamam - Suitcase
          006. Ay tenli kadin - Ufuk Beydemir
          007. Yüreğimdesin - Ufuk Beydemir
          008. Ağlama ben ağlarım - Can Ozan
          009. Kalbimden tenime - Can Ozan
          
          Your tenth recommendation is, however, an 
          English song. A dear friend of mine had it 
          posted on her status and I happened to listen 
          on a whim. I have been obsessed ever since.
          
          010. I never stay in love - Stephen
          
          Well that's it. Hope you all have been keeping in good
          health! *sending you lots of warmth, hugs and love*
          
          xoxo, zahi :)
          

Pffft I can't pinpoint who is this in your pfp but at the same time I feel like I know exactly who is this. Broh where have you been. The news of your country makes me worried about you time to time. But I hope it's better than last year. You doing well, Zahi? Let me hear from you, yeah?

apparently I opened this account in May 2019. 
          It's been a little more than four years since then and
          everything's been a blur. I don't whether that time feels
          too little or too much but here we are~
          
          also hellooo, ⭐ I'm a little shameless atp but 
          I've missed y'all. how's everybody doing?
          

Awh hiya Zahi! It’s honestly fine, I’m inactive nowadays too XD I’m good, keeping busy, and I’ve missed you too! Hope you’ve been well <3

Zahi! How's your daily freaking out going? Haha.