hyrded
are those tears.. because of me?
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@hyrded *aching hollowness pulsed weakly in the cavity of her chest, the pain akin to what must have occurred if one were to manually carve a cavity out. she was reminded of it with each breath she took, hurting more than the last one, yet the streams of tears had stopped long ago. only its remnants remained, sticking to her cheeks, but her otherwise numb expression wasn't troubled. yet reluctance was everpresent and along with it, rising guilt upon listening to his question. alaina deliberately kept her face out of rurik's sight and only seemed to recoil further within herself, out of reach yet not afar. it was instinctual; it didn't matter that he had already seen her enough to know, what did however was the urgent need to flee. to be seen or not to be seen was a torment long festering in her mind. her vulnerability pushed her actions to complexity but the coldness, the absence of his arms enveloping her was poignant, and she selfishly wished it to be removed without having to voice the thought. the mind become a contradiction to the body then, but no amount of analysis would solve this, no empirical approach to mend her heart. it was as simple as it wasn't ─ one word of his unravelling her called in for only him to sew her back together. her throat itched with the weight of unspoken words, through which a mere whisper was the most she could utter in her weary voice.* no. i lied.
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⠀ ⠀⠀⠀ his lips parted on a sharp breath, a deep frown creasing his brows. it was sudden, he thought, unaware of his own actions, as he froze, his gaze lingering on her tear-stained cheeks. instinctively, he reached out, but halted midway, a muscle tightening in his jaw. rurik released a slow, measured breath, the weight of the moment settling in. “when?” he asked, his voice colder than usual as he blinked, trying to piece together the situation. “was it something i said just now?”
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