so, i decided to end halazia at this point. i was going to proceed with it after i sorted through some issues going on with my family irl right now. however, some things have been brought to my attention that i won't get into for the sake of not wanting to engage in drama or anything that can hurt me further than i already have been. just know i will not be returning to host a contest ever again after this point. i really tried my best to return and have fun with things and judge to the best of my ability with limited entry numbers but it hasn't worked out so... i'm backing down all together. i'll still be on this account i suppose as i can't bring myself to part with it or the apply fics i have here and i may make a graphic for my portfolio here and there but... other than that...