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Hi! I realised the author of that book must have been getting annoyed at our constant texting lol. I’m so glad I have someone to talk to. This evening was like absolute shit man. My best friend has a rlly toxic household and her divorced parents got into this big fight about her and I was texting her comforting her and my mum came in and I talked slightly aboht my problems which led me having to study with them every evening until my exams r done. That tiny voice is getting louder now and I’m gonna kill my damn butterflies and I’m scared and tired and I don’t know what the hell to do:( I rlly wanna stay clean but also like idk how much longer I can go bruv. 
          Also while I haven’t been like tested or whatever I’m pretty sure I definitely have social anxiety, and the exact assembly thing happened to me when I didn’t expect my name to be called and I ran outta the hall  
          I get acupuncture for my acne btw. 
          Also Ngl your parents sound sorta BS
          Parents just don’t understand how we r feeling and act like we don’t matter then on the rare occasion theh tell us we mean the world to them? Like wtf
          Like not in a creepy weird way but I sorta feel like we were meant to meet(don’t wanna sound cringe rn I’m trying so hard ) but it’s rlly nice knowing a total stranger cares for me and I just related to u so much.