slut for ur mom

My mom and her fiancé r arguing and she jst started laughing.  They’ve had many arguments the past yr and idk if they’ll still be tgthr and it’s stressing me out bcs when I’m alone with him he always makes at least one jibe at her and my mom is always very careful to leave us out of it but the walls are thin so I hear every bit of their arguments.
          
          I’m so worried but Ik they shouldn’t be tgthr but at the same time he’s the first actual father figure I’ve had and he’s the only one my sisters remember and I’m worried that if they break up how will it affect them bcs they love him and Ik I’ll miss him but I know I will always put my mom first.
          
          I know they shouldn’t be tgthr bcs thru the yrs they have her mental health is declining and she’s depressed and he says he loves her but tbh I think he jst loves the idea of her and she’s changed herself sm for him but when she jst asks for simple things she t starts a fight and he’ll get mad at her for doing things and then he’ll do those exact same things and then ignore her complaints.
          
          She can go almost all day not saying anything to him and he won’t think anything of it, it’s taken almost all day before he wonders if she’s mad.
          
          I jst want her to be happy and she’s not and I know that it would hurt my sister but their 7-8 and might not remember him Much like I don’t remember much of her previous boyfriend when I was 7-8.  
          
          He used to betray whet for reading bcs there was smut and she didn’t even like the smut, she skipped it when she could and yet he continued to make her think reading smut was cheating to try e point were she went two yrs without reading at all.
          
          He’s not good for her and she’s given up sm for him yet he won’t put any work into their relationship and I jst want her to be happy.
          
          It kills me thst I can’t do anything for her. 
          
          I jst needed to vent, that’s all for now.

So I have this friend at church and she and I go to a different school but there’s a guy at her school that she’s friends with, but she had like a major crush on him for like years and so what happened was while we were at church before it started she put his number into my phone and message him pretending to go to their school and basically try and see if he likes her back. Although I am worried because we don’t go to the same school how is that gonna work out because if we do become friends what if he’s like oh what classes are you in, maybe maybe we could meet up outside of class kind of thing and I am worried about that but she seems to have no worries so whatever

Bro I jst saw this post on insta with a dog rolling around in grass and turning green and the coments were smth abt her dying her dog key lime green and my thoughts were “I think a girl did that is a James potter fic one time” and I scroll more and it’s a reference to Taylor swift… I’m not a swiftie. I know like maybe three of her songs m. This is the third time I’ve seen a green dog. This whole time I thought I was seeing ppl reference a James potter fan fiction and it’s been Taylor swift the whole time

Y’all no stop because you know how they’re making Harry Potter TV show on HBO… BEN BARNES CAN FINNALY BE SIRIUS

Y’all I been listening to beloved Ben Barnes’ new song g on repeat since the second I woke up today. Amazing  his voice is jst beautiful. Impossible to have a bad day when u hear him

Y’all it’s Halloween I’ve been planning for the past year to be Voldemort for Halloween and I only just realized now that I’m in my costume that I’m being Voldemort on the anniversary of the day Lilly and James died. Someone please save me.
          
          No cause like why am I like this? I feel like the only thing that could make today even better is if I see someone dressed up as like Harry Potter or something or maybe James or Lily 

Hi there. Just wanted to say, I find you in every ben Barnes fan fix and it's wonderful to read your comments ♥️

Had a shity morning, got no sleep last night, for like no reason at all. Woke up  to my sister screaming at each other outside my door, so I had to deal with that first thing, then we’re out of cereal so I make ouatmean but when I poor a little milk in I get the wonderful sup rise of finding out our fridge broke last night so the mild in warm and clumpy and now it’s in my out meal. So I jst spend the past our crying and I feel like shit and I jst want to go back to sleep

GUYS I DID IT!!! I POSTED!!!! 
          I’ll try to work on tslorb but for now enjoy whot u get

Y'all I promise ill post soon but I'm just so busy with school, church, and I'm taking extra guitar classes. And I got sick so I have to do extra work to crack up at school.