insidescoopx

Did I do something wrong?
          	
          	I broke up with her today and....it went..somewhat how I expected...during our relationship she had put me on a pedestal and I told her how it wasn't healthy, she depended on me alot for love, attention, and even validation she said that I gave her a purpose in life and I told her not to think like that....we even told each other we could be friends if we did break up...and she agreed. She guilted once when we almost broke up last time. She told me she understood and she respected whatever I did. Now today I finally did it and she..got angry. When she said she would want to be friends if we broke up....she's has mental struggles and a dysfunctional family life but so do I....i just felt bad for her bc I don't want her to spiral bc of me. She blocked me on Instagram. I feel like she used me as her validation high horse to feed her the attention and love she wants and she's not giving to herself. Like she's insecure
          	
          	From......her history and what she's told me....a long time ago dating back to when we first started dating.....she admitted to faking things to gain Sympathy from others....she did it to alot of her past partners

taylovesyou101

Hey are you okay its been a minute since you uploaded a new episode so i decided to reach out to you 

taylovesyou101

@Hawaiiansiren Aww i didnt see your name
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Aaerikay

 Have you ever thought about talking to a therapist?? It’s great to get your feelings out and even feel heard and have that ‘friendly’ support but with therapy their able to reel those feelings in and get to the root of the problem. I hope you’re doing well, keep your head up— it’s all gonna get better for you. 

insidescoopx

Did I do something wrong?
          
          I broke up with her today and....it went..somewhat how I expected...during our relationship she had put me on a pedestal and I told her how it wasn't healthy, she depended on me alot for love, attention, and even validation she said that I gave her a purpose in life and I told her not to think like that....we even told each other we could be friends if we did break up...and she agreed. She guilted once when we almost broke up last time. She told me she understood and she respected whatever I did. Now today I finally did it and she..got angry. When she said she would want to be friends if we broke up....she's has mental struggles and a dysfunctional family life but so do I....i just felt bad for her bc I don't want her to spiral bc of me. She blocked me on Instagram. I feel like she used me as her validation high horse to feed her the attention and love she wants and she's not giving to herself. Like she's insecure
          
          From......her history and what she's told me....a long time ago dating back to when we first started dating.....she admitted to faking things to gain Sympathy from others....she did it to alot of her past partners

fruitytutti17

Hey boo hru?

insidescoopx

@Kaiyana155 enough about me, what's been up with you
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insidescoopx

@Kaiyana155 awe :) that's so sweet. I've been bust with school and that's why 
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insidescoopx

Hello to anyone who cares, I have just discovered my sister’s Wattpad account and though it had only been a day it still feels surreal, I’m surprised my parents even gave me permission to have access to her phone. As her younger sister I’m announcing something that I never expected to announce. My sister committed suicide yesterday, I won’t go into details but I will say we are grieving heavily and I’m not very sure if anyone cares but we really could use some condolences for this painful loss.

Sickshittt_

@donutsandfrenchfries I am really sorry, </3 keep your head up...
            keep fighting on. And I am sorry you have to go through this, sending lot's of love and prayers~
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insidescoopx

@ladybugandcatnoir12 thank you for your condolences 
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insidescoopx

I’ve been molested 3 times, I’ve been bullied for 2 years in middle school, my parents don’t accept me, what do I have to live for?

Sickshittt_

@donutsandfrenchfries Sorry for the late reply.. but that's weird, will you ever make another account??
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insidescoopx

@_-Moneynotfound-_ thank you, my account has been mysteriously deactivated and I’m not sure why but thank you very much 
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Sickshittt_

@donutsandfrenchfries  I am really sorry you have to go through those things, and I am always here to talk... Idk where your Pinterest account went but I hope we can talk again someday <3 I truly wish you the best in life, your a really cool person and I hope you understand that there are lot's of people who like you and your creations. I am one of those people <33
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insidescoopx

Goodbye, Friends; 5-5-21
          Wednesday, May 5, 2021
          
          MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING: this post contains suicide mentions, self harm, anxiety, and depression.
          
          Goodbye everyone. All of you who have showed me love and gratitude. I felt like there was more to life and I fought through the angst despite the feeling to end everything in my life. I have tried helping myself. Through writing, through music, through happiness, through friends, through love, through school, through family. I felt like I had a fighting chance to keep pushing but nothing is helping. My life is a burden to everyone involved and to everyone who gets near. My future was imagined as I planned it out but somethings are just not achievable. My life has had many ups and downs, but this is truly my one final battle. I'm tired of feeling the way that I feel. I will not bother my parents or anyone with my problems for that matter. I've tried so desperately to sort and figure everything out. Maybe I am not truly mean't to feel happiness or I'm just not able to obtain ultimate peace. Whatever it is I will let go of everything today. All of my insecurities, fears, feelings, deepest of thoughts. I am handing myself over for my time has come. I have nothing to offer. During the days of despair and misery I've learned that life simply isn't fair. My life has been full of many surprises, one being my sexuality. It has been a great experience with all of you. I wish all of you the best of my condolences.
          
          Your lesbian friend, Dya'Mond

TheWolfTwins

@donutsandfrenchfries Nonononono, don't kill yourself!! It's not worth it!!! Please don't!!!
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