insufferablelilies

sometimes i find myself wrapped up in words. aching to get them out, yet ever failing to do so. other times, the words pour out of me. i can't stop them. they're like a flowing river rushing out, to reach its home once again after the winter lets it melt. but most of the time, it's neither. most of the time, the words choke me. i can't express them. they feel so heavy, like a book bag weighing you down on the way to your next class. no matter what, they never give me peace.
          	
          	- update on why i haven't been writing :)

insufferablelilies

sometimes i find myself wrapped up in words. aching to get them out, yet ever failing to do so. other times, the words pour out of me. i can't stop them. they're like a flowing river rushing out, to reach its home once again after the winter lets it melt. but most of the time, it's neither. most of the time, the words choke me. i can't express them. they feel so heavy, like a book bag weighing you down on the way to your next class. no matter what, they never give me peace.
          
          - update on why i haven't been writing :)

insufferablelilies

now posted: middle, a poem inspired by: late night thoughts (not included in the 2 am poetry collection as it was not written late at night, simply inspired by the thoughts that curate in my head then)
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          i am almost done publishing all of my current poems i swear T_T