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i do not reread my works after they have been written. they might be bad, but they are raw. they will always be unedited and the purest version of me.

kinda hoping i get hit by a bus right about now but not in the usual way 
          in the way where my blood splatters onto the window in a pattern the passengers will never forget 
          in the way my brains will cover the asphalt the same way I want my insides to cover my bathroom floor 
          in the way where my death would seem as just a burning memory to those who witnessed it

god hates me because i am broken

i think i might be a schizo

fun fact i wrote like all of ground beef while i was high