my condolences to jonghyun himself as well as his family and freinds. he is someone who I have loved since my beginning and someone I will continue to love throughout my life. i'm sorry it ended this way, baby. i know i never truly knew what was going on, as i am just a fan. but knowing that i will never be able to know you or your story is something that i deeply regret and will regret until the day that comes when i will see you. i love you, jonghyun. you are always on my mind. have fun in your next life, baby. remember: suicide is never the answer. though this causes deep sorrow in our hearts, we, as fans, must carry on his legacy. he only wants the best for you. i really do love him and the sweet fandom that i belong to. we will miss you forever, jonghyun, and SHINee will never be the same without you. goodbye, sweet boy. love you forever and always.