MaEve

V4v?
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/375442761?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=sehlaeliyevaa5

Hey everyone, I'm going to be honest... 
          I'm really bad at endings! But I'm feeling like I might be reaching the final page of ''Tacenda''. Maybe. Possibly. I'm not entirely sure yet!
          
          I'm leaving room for doubt because- well, I'm just not great at letting go haha.
          But I feel like I've said what I needed to say, and this book has taken on a life of its own.
          
          If this is indeed the last part, I want to THANK YOU ALL for joining me on this poetic journey. Your support means everything!
          
          Take this as a ''maybe'' ending, because I'm still not sure lol- 
          Do I continue, or do I let this book rest? Well that- Only time will tell ig!
          
          
          
          
          I just published "A Poetess." of my story "TACENDA ||   -||". https://www.wattpad.com/1475800134?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=intoxicating_souls

''Independence?
          
          Where's our independence?
          To walk alone at night,
          Without fear's crippling grip holding me tight.
          To take up space without apology,
          To speak my mind without hesitations in sight...
          
          Where's our freedom?
          To be strong and vulnerable
          At the same time, without contradiction
          To be me, unapologetically
          Without societal pressures suffocating me.
          
          Where are our rights?
          To work without fear
          In my workplace, a safe haven?
          Where my voice is heard, my bounds respected
          No fear of harassment, no fear of rejection "oh you're just a girl, leave it to us"
          
          Is hoping a sin?
          My safe space, actually safe
          No threats, no violence, no shame
          Where I can thrive, grow, and create
          Without fear's constant, nagging weight
          
          Then where's freedom to be me?
          I wish I was a boy
          I know they got problems too
          But if I had a choice, I'd choose theirs...
          
          Independence? Happy?
          Not really..."
          
          
          
          I wrote this yesterday... Oh well...

"people aren't born with wings clipped short,
          We make them that way- 
          With every hurtful thought 
          Their colour fades, their flight becomes a chore 
          A masterpiece of potential-
          Lost forevermore~"
          
          
          
          I just published "~The-Preferred-Choice~" of my story "TACENDA ||   -||". https://www.wattpad.com/1466507035?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=intoxicating_souls

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Forever tucked away~
          I just published "~FOREVER-SILENCED-FOREVER-HIDDEN~" of my story "TACENDA ||   -||". https://www.wattpad.com/1460713305?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=intoxicating_souls

Yo you alive?

Krishna— PEACE!! ♡♡
          
          Jealousy, human love that eventually fades, relationships fall to pieces, and selfishness takes over— all of which are not always bad-
          but it hurts to be apart from someone and feel as if your bonds with them are crumbling. 
          Believing that you are worthless and incapable of anything- it hurts- 
          But In between these life's complexities, my thoughts turn back remembering the "perfect" younger version of myself, the past me- and the strength of her character, "krishna".
          
          I find strength in His embrace- Shielding me from all the complexities of life... 
          Providing me the strength, the only light I can see in this dark world- *bows*
          I'm very grateful for his presence and I'm glad that remembering my past self wasn't only filled with regrets and at last after being demotivated I saw what and who my strength was... I'm glad that I saw and realized who I was in the past and where my inner peace came from...
          The origin of my deep peace when everything else fails... <33
          

URM- 
          So hello everyone~!!!
          I hope y'all are doing well~ 
          
          I wanted to let you know that- I will be taking a break from Wattpad for this year. 
          This time is crucial for me as I need to focus on my own HEALING and properly study for my 12th board exams (and all the competitive ones too-).
          
          During this break, I will still be UPLOADING CHAPTERS OF MY POETRY BOOK, TACENDA. 
          Poetry has become my way of letting things out, especially during hard times lol... 
          So yeah I will schedule some new chapters to be posted on Wattpad so you can still enjoy them while I'm away~ (am talking as if someone's still reading that shitty rant book bruh =-=) 
          
          Also- I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE IF I WON'T BE ABLE TO REPLY TO YOUR MESSAGES DURING THIS TIME, but please know that I will come back to the platform from time to time to check in on all of you precious humans~
          Your support means the world to me!!
          
          Thank you for understanding, and I look forward to reconnecting with you all when I return.
          
          Take care and stay safe y'all~!!
          
                                                 -MaEve ♡

CELESTE-- the younger me...
          
          
          Regrets and fears- they cloud my mind,
          
          What will my younger self find?
          
          If she were to ask of dreams that have gone astray-
          
          How would I explain, what would I say?
          
          Her hopes and wishes were- so pure and bright,
          
          Now- killed by her older self's life's flight,
          
          Would my excuses be poisonous to her soul?
          
          Leaving her shattered, no longer whole?
          
          Tears will fall from her innocent eyes,
          
          As she hears about my failed tries- 
          
          What if she questions where I went wrong?
          
          And all I can offer is silence long?
          
          How will I explain that I destroyed her- her dreams- her life- her laughter- her smile-
          
          *Sighs* 
          
          But- my pretty lil Celeste-
          
          I'll try to rise up from this defeat,
          
          I know I can't make your dreams come true anymore- 
          
          But I'll strive to do something even bigger-
          
          To bring back the sparkle that I- once knew.