introvertyping

lol i forgot abt this

Merry Chrizmas.
          
          Iz Chrizmas.
          
          Merry Christler!

An Update.
          
          I’m not deleting yet. 
          
          Maybe when I go to sleep tonight.
          
          But I just want you guys to know if you want to still communicate w/ me we can find a way. I’ve made so many friends and I’m crying right now because I don’t want to let go.

So... I’m deleting Wattpad? 
          
          Okay, first of all nobody’s gonna even freak out about this. 
          
          I already know that.
          
          I’m very unhealthy right now in my mental state. Wattpad gives me so much anxiety and it’s really not okay. Also my depression is getting worse and worse. My insomnia is REALLY bad and I have a bunch of family problems going on. I also have a lot of stress and I have anxiety attacks almost everyday.
          
          Wattpad just adds on to everything and I have a lot of anxiety about people not responding and people just being able to shove me away and also I have really bad anxiety about Time. Time itself. It’s just like every minute I have a limit on what I’m supposed to be doing and I need to do it or something will go wrong. 
          
          Also school is getting really intense and I find myself only thinking about who’s responded when I wake up and when I go to bed. Wattpad is essentially, ruining my life. I’m becoming addicted. And I don’t think it’s okay. 
          
          I’m always on my phone and I don’t want to be a brain dead person. I have so many goals and things in my life that I’m leaving you with this. 
          
          I love you all.
          
          So much.
          
          But I’m deleting Wattpad forever. I’m not going to return. I think personally it’s unhealthy for me to imagine that I’m someone else who’s doing all these amazing things and me being stuck in that reality for when I’m not in school. I’m being sucked into something I shouldn’t. I’ll be deleting soon.

Probs gonna delete Wattpad...

@introvertyping k but same???

YAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYA SOMEONE REPLIED

aNYb0dY wANNA be WEIRD

Also no one is replying.

I is having anxiety attack rn because I have a bunch of homework and I just realized it.