hi lou, i just wanted you to know that no matter what we are here for you and please don’t feel pressured into writing or posting or even replying to any of us. it it not any of our business what goes on in your personal life, but just know you have a whole army behind you. we love you dearly and cannot wait for your return whenever that may be. take care ago yourself first! sending so much love your way, please never forget how amazing you are. <3