"there are no such things as coincidences, everything in the universe is as it is meant to be"

i study the humans' psychology before each of my books, and reliease only what they understand.
 
i often describe myself as a lesbian genderfluid and nonbinary, because  it is the only thing in my identity people understand.

i value religion, believe in god, and am muslim, but i hate my fellow muslims, they are all mortal creatures who's devise is to never disscuss God's words, i don't listen and shut up, i put in question everything and find the answers.

and if you ask yourself...
everything people know about me is nothing but the facade i built, before they were born, before you were put in a place where you don't belong.
everything people know about this universe is nothing but comune belief, lies that were told so many times until they became for all of you the truth.

everything i learnt led me to one conclusion.

nothing is real or fix, you move as the train of your mortal life leads you to your inevitebale death.
but i am not afraid of death.

because who has money says you don't need it, who has beauty says you  don't want it.

and who has time says no need to rush.
but i still rush, not because i don't have time, but because it is all i have.
and all what you don't