Even though it's been hours since the message, that Zayn left the band, reached me, I still can't believe it and I've honestly been quite shocked, even though it seriously wasn't that much of a surprise. I cried for a while now and I know that I am not the only one who actually cried and all I want to do is to fall asleep because I'm so exhausted from all the crying. I really hope that Zayn will feel much better after paying around £10000 to quit the contract and leaving the band, so that he can now get the needed privacy and maybe and hopefully he might return into the music business one day.