@irizz-
hey, everyone!
i just wanted to share
a little update with you all;
i will be very inactive
on all my social medias
from now until july.
thank you for always being here.
i am sending lots of love your way! ♡
i shall never be the same after today.
NO WAY :((((
I literally gasped. Maybe sleep and wake up and they might reappear :( or customer service. You never know :(((
in Qatar!
last time i came here was in the world up and if i be honest, it is one of the places i absolutely enjoyed staying at! [ even right now, i love it here! ]
welp.
i suppose i have a addiction to
burdening myself because now
i have to learn a choreography
for a friend's wedding and prepare
for my exams.
you are allowed to judge me.
[ because i am judging myself
right now, lol. ]
@daydreamingaboutbts TvT i know, daydreamer but, sighs, i have no idea why i said yes to her. my break won't come until july [ and that only for a month ] ):
@irizz- girl, chill. Don't take anymore tasks that will result in you overworking yourself. Or else I will track you down make you take a break
after a while, or maybe for the first time, i cried after writing... :(
for context: i wrote a one-shot based on some people i know. not to comfort, not to criticize, but to validate them. to make them realize they aren’t alone. to show them that there are others like them.
i haven’t gone through their pain—or experienced anything close—but it still hurts, you know? i hope you get what i mean.
i wish i could take their pain away, show them just how worthy they are. show them that this pain is holding them back, that they are beautiful, both physically and emotionally, but they’re surrounded by the wrong people. they’re not stupid, dumb, or ugly; they just need to put their effort in the right direction and find the right people to surround them.
they aren’t cruel, crazy, harsh, or toxic for setting boundaries. they just need to be a little more expressive, to let people know where they stand. they’re not messed up for standing up for the right cause, no matter who they face—even if it’s their own parents.
they’re not worthless, but their minds have been twisted by the manipulation of others.
i really wish i could take their pain away, but we all know that’s just life.
[ pardon me for posting such a announcement. there are some people i know and they have been keeping me on the edge. i miss them and due to some f-cked people they have been forced into thinking they are the problem when they are not. ]
@MintFlavoredTeaCup oh, pardon! i did not see this message. haha, no worries, love. i just wanted to take my mind off some things. aww, thank you! i hope so too. ♡
It’s okay haha. I know that I’m not adding much lol, but thank you for being so kind in this world where people do that often. Your words are helping people!
@MintFlavoredTeaCup i am sorry, TvT. i don't usually post things like this, but seeing so many people losing themselves because of others hurts me so much. :( it's not even about relating or understanding, it's about humanity, you know? why are people forcing others to feel so small, to the point where they can't even recognize who they are anymore? why dim their beauty and the good things about them just because they don't fit some cruel standard? it’s just so infuriating, honestly. thank you!
UGHH!!
tenses in english!
i forgot everything.
(not literally, haha)
TT
IT IS FINALLY OVER!
ALL THE PRESENTATIONS!
THE INTERVIEWS!
THE ASSIGNMENTS!
THE LABS!
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY,
THE CEREMONY!
i have never felt relief this deep. it is like a heavy stone that sat on my chest for so long has finally been lifted. my lungs fill with air, fresh and light, like breathing after a long storm. a calmness spreads through me, soft and gentle, washing away the weight that once held me down. i feel lighter, as if i could float, unchained, finally free. ♡
(but then i recall... i have to run some errands. TvT)
@MintFlavoredTeaCup sort of, haha! i have sooo much to share with you! i cannot wait! i hope things are going well for you too! ^^
pink. ♡
that means i am
back in my horror/
thriller era. MUHAHA!
get ready to be spooked.
(¬‿¬)
what a tough week. TvT
the coming is even tougher
as i have interviews, assignments,
presentations, labs, and the
worst, the ceremony.
aish, and you know what is
bothering me more? my
COMPLETED work which i am
for some odd reason not posting.
aish... i am tired.
@irizz- Oooh, I love your theme! Omg, that’s so exciting! I hope all the best for you! That’s wild lol - I can see how much things are changing now lol. Oh yes, I get that. It’s okay, I’m sure you’ll get used to this all very soon :)
@MintFlavoredTeaCup thank you, love. hmm, sort of? in better words, the new semester will be starting in a few months and i will be a year away from my first degree. people related to me are either becoming parents or will be getting wed soon. new people, new challenges, new feelings. it is not a burden or a bad thing but it is something i have not experienced before so it is a little overwhelming to adjust to, you know? that's great!
I’m glad that you’re at least doing well! I hope that your burdens will lessen soon, even though I know you’ll be busy for a while. Oh :( I hope that it’s at least a good type of overwhelming? My studies are okay!
guess who is back in her 'getting flustered' era. TvT
[ omg, i feel so flustered and bashful right now. help! >< ]
@MintFlavoredTeaCup @daydreamingaboutbts OH, STOP IT, YOU TWO! i am here red as a tomato and you both cannot keep your teasing to yourself. *playful tone* (＿ ＿)