irizz-

i am finally back!! waho! 
          	i took my mind off all my responsibilities today; i spent a good time writing and watched some kdrama fmvs.
          	i just realized that i, basically, know the whole thriller kdrama fandom. *skull emoji* i am not even joking. i know almost all the thriller dramas and it is interesting but concerning at the same time for me, haha. *nervous emoji*
          	anyway, how is everyone?? i genuinely missed chatting with my friends here!

eXcUzEmEeee

@irizz- I'm doing... Okay.. I guess? 
          	  The only kdrama fandom I was ever apart of is 'Begins≠Youth' (I can't shut up about it) I'm in higher grade school so yeah it's a bit difficult to find time to watch kdramas because when I watch something, my focus isn't that centered on the thing I'm watching, sometimes I zone out or just start scrolling through my phone ×_×. 
          	  I know some kdramas like 'The Glory' (I managed to watch a video summary of it by the youtuber/podcaster Stephanie Soo) and I liked it very much, other than that, I've watched the first two episodes of 'Hotel Del Luna', I've watched 'Hwarang: the poet warrior youth', I've watched 'vincenzo's first episode (?) and the first two and half of the third episode of mouse (which is quite embarassing because it's been a long time since I started watching it ×_×) I know a lot of others but I haven't watched them so ¯⁠\⁠(⁠°⁠_⁠o⁠)⁠/⁠¯ 
          	  I like the mystery and psychological ones the most because I want to become a psychologist or therapist when I grow up, those kinds of things really intrigue me a lot! I'll make sure to take out time and finish off 'mouse' and then I'll try to finish off the other dramas too! 
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irizz-

@eXcUzEmEeee of course. i am doing, well, alright. what about you?
          	  oww! which kdrama fandom were you apart of? are you, perhaps, in college or higher grade in school? 'cause i recall during those days i wasn't able to entertain myself much. TT but either way, i get that totally understand your situation. ohh, like which ones? aww ): of course! it's a lovely drama. haha, no problem! your effort is shown if you are trying and also, i am happy to know your giving time to things which are more important to you than just entertainment. which episode are you on, by the way?
          	  sure! they are really fun to watch, especially if you found the one! [ like for me, it was mouse. ] what kind of thrillers do you like? easy and light or really complex and eerie ones? do you like romance in them or not? do you like mystery ones or psychological or any other type of ones more? that would be so cool! will always be happy to welcome you!
          	  ♡
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eXcUzEmEeee

@irizz- Ikr? It's been so long since we talked (my fault for not replying or commenting on ur posts ) thanks for understanding! How are you doing?
          	  I can relate to fandoms dying out, for example, the only Kdrama fandom I was apart of died down pretty quick after the drama ended, and I don't really get time to watch kdramas so I can barely keep up, I know a good amount of names because of my friends, but know nothing about them. I've heard a lot about 'vincenzo' but I never get the time to watch it :( but I've only heard good things about the drama so I'll try taking time out and watching it. I haven't been able to complete 'mouse' either because of the same issue of time. 
          	  thriller kdramas sound like something I would binge watch, so maybe if I get time in future, i'll become a part of that fandom as well! 
          	  and you're right, it's been quite some time since we talked, I'd like to catch up as well!
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irizz-

i am finally back!! waho! 
          i took my mind off all my responsibilities today; i spent a good time writing and watched some kdrama fmvs.
          i just realized that i, basically, know the whole thriller kdrama fandom. *skull emoji* i am not even joking. i know almost all the thriller dramas and it is interesting but concerning at the same time for me, haha. *nervous emoji*
          anyway, how is everyone?? i genuinely missed chatting with my friends here!

eXcUzEmEeee

@irizz- I'm doing... Okay.. I guess? 
            The only kdrama fandom I was ever apart of is 'Begins≠Youth' (I can't shut up about it) I'm in higher grade school so yeah it's a bit difficult to find time to watch kdramas because when I watch something, my focus isn't that centered on the thing I'm watching, sometimes I zone out or just start scrolling through my phone ×_×. 
            I know some kdramas like 'The Glory' (I managed to watch a video summary of it by the youtuber/podcaster Stephanie Soo) and I liked it very much, other than that, I've watched the first two episodes of 'Hotel Del Luna', I've watched 'Hwarang: the poet warrior youth', I've watched 'vincenzo's first episode (?) and the first two and half of the third episode of mouse (which is quite embarassing because it's been a long time since I started watching it ×_×) I know a lot of others but I haven't watched them so ¯⁠\⁠(⁠°⁠_⁠o⁠)⁠/⁠¯ 
            I like the mystery and psychological ones the most because I want to become a psychologist or therapist when I grow up, those kinds of things really intrigue me a lot! I'll make sure to take out time and finish off 'mouse' and then I'll try to finish off the other dramas too! 
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irizz-

@eXcUzEmEeee of course. i am doing, well, alright. what about you?
            oww! which kdrama fandom were you apart of? are you, perhaps, in college or higher grade in school? 'cause i recall during those days i wasn't able to entertain myself much. TT but either way, i get that totally understand your situation. ohh, like which ones? aww ): of course! it's a lovely drama. haha, no problem! your effort is shown if you are trying and also, i am happy to know your giving time to things which are more important to you than just entertainment. which episode are you on, by the way?
            sure! they are really fun to watch, especially if you found the one! [ like for me, it was mouse. ] what kind of thrillers do you like? easy and light or really complex and eerie ones? do you like romance in them or not? do you like mystery ones or psychological or any other type of ones more? that would be so cool! will always be happy to welcome you!
            ♡
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eXcUzEmEeee

@irizz- Ikr? It's been so long since we talked (my fault for not replying or commenting on ur posts ) thanks for understanding! How are you doing?
            I can relate to fandoms dying out, for example, the only Kdrama fandom I was apart of died down pretty quick after the drama ended, and I don't really get time to watch kdramas so I can barely keep up, I know a good amount of names because of my friends, but know nothing about them. I've heard a lot about 'vincenzo' but I never get the time to watch it :( but I've only heard good things about the drama so I'll try taking time out and watching it. I haven't been able to complete 'mouse' either because of the same issue of time. 
            thriller kdramas sound like something I would binge watch, so maybe if I get time in future, i'll become a part of that fandom as well! 
            and you're right, it's been quite some time since we talked, I'd like to catch up as well!
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irizz-

when you are in a dilemma between two very important decisions. what do you guys often do? (just felt like having a discussion on this ^^)

irizz-

@daydreamingaboutbts i see, that helped me in some way! thank you so much for replying, daydreamer! yes, haha, i did consult with my parents (and they helped). ^^
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daydreamingaboutbts

@irizz- Then you have to think about you. What's best for you. Now what fate has in store for you can't be governed by anyone, but if you feel that this decision will benefit you, and make you happy, then go for it. Because it should not happen that later on you'll regret it. I'd still say asking an elder for help is a good idea if it was possible, but if not, maybe keep a backup plan (if possible)
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irizz-

@daydreamingaboutbts thank you for replying! but what if it’s a very important decision? such as moving cities for studies or forming new relationships? what do you usually do in that? i too ask my elders but what if it’s left for me to decide?
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irizz-

sometimes i wonder why can't people just let others live? why do they leave others hanging? why do they scream and scold then 'comfort' and 'motivate' ? why? what sin did the front person do that they have to face such things? face such manipulation? face such pain? especially if they are someone inexperienced and so young. is it that hard to choose a side?
          
          pardon me for this. i just wanted to get some things off my chest. you may ignore if you like. (:

irizz-

@daydreamingaboutbts i hope so too. it's just so heart breaking to see some people behave like this.
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daydreamingaboutbts

@irizz- Oh that’s just horrible, and that’s  emotional abuse. I hope some day action is taken against her and that girl gets the love she deserves
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irizz-

@daydreamingaboutbts i feel so sad to know that. ): i hope you won't face such people in the future. it's a long story, i must say, but to keep it short, i was at a salon where this mother kept humiliating her daughter. she first asked her what hair style she would like and the daughter answered, but the mother answered with a snort and scoffed sarcastically, mocking her, and saying she is a disappoint for wanting such a hair style. the daughter looked so happy but when the mother acted like that, the smile on her lips dropped. then, after the hair cut, the mother taunted her daughter by saying why doesn't she have her own opinions and when will she stop relying on her mother's opinion. my jaw dropped when i heard that and i felt angry but of course, i couldn't just walk up to them. sighs, it was a sad and upsetting situation.
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irizz-

HI! [ oh my, i have been gone whole for a week and let me tell you all; it was hell. ]
          i am sorry to say this but i can only be active on late night thursdays and fridays [ and that rarely ] ): updates will also be likely on friday [ but we will see ]. 
          
          just bare with me for some time [ if my schedule gets shifted to morning than i will be active again like i used to be. (please pray for it. i can't stay without writing, my friends and this app generally)  ]

irizz-

UGHHH!! this is so inconvenient and stressful! 
          my classes have been shifted to afternoon timings and it’s so stressful trying to maintain a new routine. i am barely getting time to even revise and top of that, i have a school to attend to until mid of octuber. *smh* 

MintFlavoredTeaCup

@irizz- It’s okay! I hope it gets better :( you got this Iris! Take your time, no worries T-T
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irizz-

@MintFlavoredTeaCup hey, mintie! thanks a lot. it’s actually quite tough at the moment. TT but i’ll hopefully get used to it. [ if God wills ]. i’ll be responding to you tonight [ hopefully ]. 
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MintFlavoredTeaCup

@irizz- :((( take care, Iris! I hope you get used to the routines, and take all the time you need for replies. You got this!
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