irizz-

met someone who is majoring in my dream job, and she met someone who is majoring in her dream job >>>>> *crying emoji* 

MintFlavoredTeaCup

@irizz- Oh really? That sucks :( 
          	  Oooh, then I really hope it’s works in y’all’s favor!!! Rooting for the both of you guys!
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irizz-

@MintFlavoredTeaCup haha, i know, right??? too late for that. T-T perhaps? i mean... the field i want to go in definitely can be focused on after my degree, so i can :D she can too as the field i am in can definitely allow her to explore it after her degree! [ but that is up to her ] ^^
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MintFlavoredTeaCup

@irizz- What?!?! That’s lowkey insane… y’all should just go to each other’s institutions lollll. Life’s crazy, but maybe one day, y’all will be able to do what you guys want! Maybe it’s a sign, ahaha :)
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irizz-

met someone who is majoring in my dream job, and she met someone who is majoring in her dream job >>>>> *crying emoji* 

MintFlavoredTeaCup

@irizz- Oh really? That sucks :( 
            Oooh, then I really hope it’s works in y’all’s favor!!! Rooting for the both of you guys!
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irizz-

@MintFlavoredTeaCup haha, i know, right??? too late for that. T-T perhaps? i mean... the field i want to go in definitely can be focused on after my degree, so i can :D she can too as the field i am in can definitely allow her to explore it after her degree! [ but that is up to her ] ^^
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MintFlavoredTeaCup

@irizz- What?!?! That’s lowkey insane… y’all should just go to each other’s institutions lollll. Life’s crazy, but maybe one day, y’all will be able to do what you guys want! Maybe it’s a sign, ahaha :)
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irizz-

hey, everyone!
          i just wanted to share
          a little update with you all;
          i will be very inactive
          on all my social medias
          from now until july.
          
          thank you for always being here.
          i am sending lots of love your way! ♡

irizz-

i shall never be the same after today.

MintFlavoredTeaCup

NO WAY :((((
            I literally gasped. Maybe sleep and wake up and they might reappear :( or customer service. You never know :((( 
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irizz-

@MintFlavoredTeaCup it is a bad thing; i lost them. TvT
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irizz-

in Qatar!
          last time i came here was in the world up and if i be honest, it is one of the places i absolutely enjoyed staying at! [ even right now, i love it here! ]
          

irizz-

@daydreamingaboutbts thank you, daydreamer. ♡
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irizz-

welp.
          
          i suppose i have a addiction to
          burdening myself because now
          i have to learn a choreography 
          for a friend's wedding and prepare
          for my exams.
          
          you are allowed to judge me. 
          [ because i am judging myself
          right now, lol. ]

irizz-

@daydreamingaboutbts TvT i know, daydreamer but, sighs, i have no idea why i said yes to her. 
            my break won't come until july [ and that only for a month ] ):
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daydreamingaboutbts

@irizz- girl, chill. Don't take anymore tasks that will result in you overworking yourself. Or else I will track you down make you take a break
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irizz-

after a while, or maybe for the first time, i cried after writing... :(
          for context: i wrote a one-shot based on some people i know. not to comfort, not to criticize, but to validate them. to make them realize they aren’t alone. to show them that there are others like them.
          i haven’t gone through their pain—or experienced anything close—but it still hurts, you know? i hope you get what i mean.
          i wish i could take their pain away, show them just how worthy they are. show them that this pain is holding them back, that they are beautiful, both physically and emotionally, but they’re surrounded by the wrong people. they’re not stupid, dumb, or ugly; they just need to put their effort in the right direction and find the right people to surround them.
          they aren’t cruel, crazy, harsh, or toxic for setting boundaries. they just need to be a little more expressive, to let people know where they stand. they’re not messed up for standing up for the right cause, no matter who they face—even if it’s their own parents.
          they’re not worthless, but their minds have been twisted by the manipulation of others.
          i really wish i could take their pain away, but we all know that’s just life.
          [ pardon me for posting such a announcement. there are some people i know and they have been keeping me on the edge. i miss them and due to some f-cked people they have been forced into thinking they are the problem when they are not. ]

irizz-

@MintFlavoredTeaCup oh, pardon! i did not see this message. 
            haha, no worries, love. i just wanted to take my mind off some things. 
            aww, thank you! i hope so too. ♡
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MintFlavoredTeaCup

It’s okay haha. I know that I’m not adding much lol, but thank you for being so kind in this world where people do that often. Your words are helping people! 
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irizz-

@MintFlavoredTeaCup i am sorry, TvT. i don't usually post things like this, but seeing so many people losing themselves because of others hurts me so much. :( it's not even about relating or understanding, it's about humanity, you know? why are people forcing others to feel so small, to the point where they can't even recognize who they are anymore? why dim their beauty and the good things about them just because they don't fit some cruel standard? it’s just so infuriating, honestly.
            thank you!
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