You know guys, my friends haven't invited me anywhere ever, but I can see them all hanging out without me. I can hear the claims that they're going away soon so they can't hang out and I feel the hurt in my heart's Nd the dread if my future. I have no friends, not in a dramatic emo way - but in a "I have no close emotional attachments and people don't notice when u disappear, bc they didn't know I was there in the first place". And it's begining to hit me.