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hi, after so many years, I’m visiting wattpad. Life is better and worse in some ways. but with the passing of time I realise how precious this space was for me back then. 
          	I’ve grown a bit, I’ve learned some, I’ve read a lot and I think I finally found what type of person I want to become. 
          	Reading my posts from years back I feel grateful for your presence, because those were some dreadful days for me. and I made it known, I apologise for being a bit of a downer, it seems I wasn’t doing well mentally. 
          	I hope everyone is doing well, that their life is turning out as they dreamed it. I promise I will try harder to do the same for mine.
          	
          	To ally, to anne, you were a bright light during my darkest years, I hope you are happy and well. 
          	Even after so much time has passed, I think of you with so much love. 
          	Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for existing. I owe you so much, I love you from afar. 
          	
          	Let these years that are to come be the best. Let us fight for a bright life. 
          	Love you all, xx

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hi, after so many years, I’m visiting wattpad. Life is better and worse in some ways. but with the passing of time I realise how precious this space was for me back then. 
          I’ve grown a bit, I’ve learned some, I’ve read a lot and I think I finally found what type of person I want to become. 
          Reading my posts from years back I feel grateful for your presence, because those were some dreadful days for me. and I made it known, I apologise for being a bit of a downer, it seems I wasn’t doing well mentally. 
          I hope everyone is doing well, that their life is turning out as they dreamed it. I promise I will try harder to do the same for mine.
          
          To ally, to anne, you were a bright light during my darkest years, I hope you are happy and well. 
          Even after so much time has passed, I think of you with so much love. 
          Thank you, Thank you, Thank you for existing. I owe you so much, I love you from afar. 
          
          Let these years that are to come be the best. Let us fight for a bright life. 
          Love you all, xx

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DYNAMITE #1 ON HOT100 I CAN REST IN PEACE OMG I'M CRYING SO MUCH THEY DID IT, ARMY AND BTS DID IT

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getting that 1 was like finishing a race that we weren't aware how long and exhausting had been to all of us. all the black listing, shadow banning and hate towards their art couldn't stop us but it did wear us down. this feels like finally proving the world what WE see, what we know, what we've been saying for years. it is just a ranking but once you see how much it was safe guarded from us and how long we worked for it.. it brings tears to my eyes thinking about it. the joy of having their work finally appreciated, tears of relief, of finally making it to their wildest dreams thanks to fair, pure work both from them and army. uh, I don't know what else to say, but this is much more than just a chart. its recognition that even in a chaotic, twisted world; pure, sincere, well intended work still perseveres. bts and army shows me, assures me, that there's hope, and light, and good things in this broken system. and that's priceless, hope is more valuable than any American chart. thank you for showing me that, bts, army, lets keep walking this path, together.
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