When someone breaks your heart once, it isn't a terrible idea to give them a second change. Believe it or not, some people really can change. But once it happens a second, third, fourth time and so on, it gets to a point where you should realized long ago you're never going to anywhere. Some people won't change, not because they can't but because that's just their lifestyle. Are you really happy when this person makes you feel bad about yourself, your life or the people you talk to? Or when they hit you? Or when they blackmail you to "teach you a lesson"? This isn't love. You deserve better. 

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My mind is a mess that I can't escape.

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