a disturbed girl

wowww I've been gone a while :) my life has pretty much been dipped in shit lately. my oldest dog passed away back in July and my heart hasn't been whole since. I got him when I was 12 and this will be my first Christmas without him since 2017.
          
          but things are starting to look just a little bit better :))
          
          I want to get back into writing next year hopefully

I've come to terms with the fact that my body only attracts the bummiest of men... I'm gonna start dressing like a nun.

my mom is wayy too invested in learning the choreo for Mona Lisa. I taught her well :')

i have been absolutely busting my ass to be able to afford good tickets to hobi's show :) $400 down, $15 million to go :*
          
          good thing i'm a server :D

i just hope yoongi's physically and mentally okay right now.

the fact that there are talks of yoongi serving jail time over the scooter incident is crazy.
          
          yoongi was very careless and wrong for what he did, and he's being punished for it rightfully so. he lost his license, apologized, and took accountability. and he's being heavily scrutinized by the public and media.
          
          what else do people want from him??

bro why tf did my stupid ass just realize that joon's ig username is his album title???!!!!!??! i'm so fcking dense :'O

i'm so happy i work at a place that plays bts regularly! like i heard half of Golden's tracks in the past two days i've worked?? & make it right & dimple??!!!
          
          IM NEVER QUITTING :O

i've cried 3 three times today bc my managers kept picking on me today for no reason
          
          glad i fucking quit

imma put some tissues in my purse for when i see D-Day in theaters bc i already KNOW i'm gonna bawl like a baby when Yoongi starts crying :'D