Iseah Rayson

When we pull up you know its a shut down~~~~~
          
          Now THIS was a comeback to die for. This shouldda been their og comeback song instead of pink venom. This wouldda spark the heat in so many ways. It might've even broken our boys' 24 hour views record. 
          
          The visuals were horrible in my opinion. It doesn't suit the song at all. I think lovesick girls and pink venom's mv aesthetic should've been the perfect theme for Shut down. The clothing (except jennie's first 2 outfits) were horrible in my opinion. I mean, what is lisa even wearing? She's giving homeless people a chance of competition with that PIECE of clothing. And they used stuff from their old mvs and it was bad. IT looked like a less quality version of their mvs old props. Using stuff from old mvs should've been their disbandment song's mv. The only throwback set i liked was the one from lisa's rap in playing with fire.
          
          So pink venom's song was a letdown with perfect visual and shut downs' visual was a letdown with a perfect song.
          
          People in YG need to get fired because they get paid too much to act this stupid.

Hi guys, gals and non-binary pals. I'm going to be taking a forced hiatus from today until whenever. This was 100% unplanned & unexpected. My laptop completely broke and now I don't have any device safe enough to store my stuff on .... ): 
          
          Don't worry, I'll be offline but not by choice. If you wanna check in or reach me, try my discord. I'll be offline there too but a little less offline than on here.
          
          This hiatus may take weeks up to months. Please have understanding.

Ok so this blackpink comeback was alright. The beginning was fire especially with the slowed intro "blaccccccckkkkpiiiink" and then the raps were fire. But the vocals right after the intro rap were so so. The chorus killed it for me. The chorus was such a let down to me. Like they slowed the tempo and dropped the pitch plus removed something(s) from the instrumental and added something way worse.
          
          This comeback to me doesn't deserve all the hype its getting with 133 mil and #1 on music trending in such little time. Yes these girls do/did work hard but the song itself did not deserve it. IT's not easy to make a song but they have 4 different members with different skills and one of the top most popular/ sucessful kpop companies in korea with high skilled and paid producers and editors.
          
          It seems like every comeback after "How you like that", the quality just decreased. Lovesick girls was much better than pink venom. I have diehard personal friends who are blinks and they just said nope to these few set of songs.
          
          Their older concept is pretty repetitive and very hype and it worked for them very well desrved but its seems like now they're hitting for something more mature but using the same old techniques of singing/song writing. "LALISA" was a good song. very aesthetically pleasing but everything other than the chorus/pre-chorus was sloppy and didn't fit together and now it's the opposite for pink venom being that everything is good except the chorus. 
          
          They didn't give the quantity but gave quality which was well deserved but it seems that now they aren't giving either of those two things. I mean was pink venom worth the wait? no not to me.

My novel, "In the Life of Me," actually passed its first anniversary! I didn't realize I had missed the precise date i wrote this book on until I revised the book yesterday after finding several discrepancies. The anniversary went by six days ago.
          
          I was surprised to see how much my writing had improved when I went back and read it. I was able to identify and fix writing errors that my former self would have never been able to do. 
          
          Going from 0 views with only 1 viewer to lots of viewers with over 300 reads.
          
          It's incredible to think that despite being severely depressed and on the verge of suicide when I wrote all of these chapters, I'm now prospering. These chapters were revised while I was on summer break, taking a break, and gathering my thoughts, and then they were released when I finally got to leave my neighborhood for the first time in months, almost a year.
          
          Reflecting on the last year means taking a look back at both the good and the bad, but I want to concentrate largely on the positive because it helped form who I am now rather than turning me into the typical roles of homophobic, sexist, or just hate-filled society.
          
          I want to take a moment to express my gratitude to those who have supported me as I have changed and developed in terms of my viewpoints.

I just dropped 2 new chapters of Elysium. Feel free to pick it up: 
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/282495067?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=isey_rae&wp_originator=fzYWxAHUJT4zOTX0B64lb5robUeQcMiPJ%2BgqDGXflbGfgiWfkuVNO2K0pvBozBfYtMSQZ29Lem54yYSAnhxUjjrywVnpRYVfjpPMXCf6tFzND4Ies%2FHpsm%2F%2BFxk0HFRr

So basically a part of revising my Diary is learning about ALL of my phases and digging up a dark past. Like my "Doren" phase. And my wanting to move to finland phase

Don't mind me. If y'all get notifications about a load of Dear Diary chapters publishing, I'm just editing the names of the chapters and revising them. Not posting a shitload of chapters.

Thanks for the follow! <3

WOOOAAH me, little old ME, is mentioned as one of your babies?!? :’) my gosh, I’m touched! Thank you friend!!!
          
          
          P.S. does that mean you and be my baby too…? ^.^

Ok so, I finally updated My Diary!! It's a chapter longer than usual because of the long wait but I think it's worth it :} 
          
          Elysium is almost dead but I'm getting back to drafting that because of all the good viewership. 
          
          I am also going to get to customizing my account.