Hello everyone,
As you can see I’m not dead, even though I disappeared from any kind of social media for a while.
First of all, I want to say to all of the people that are waiting for the next chapter of Hidden that I’m sorry for not updating it.
The truth is that the last seven months have been really hard for me and that’s why I started writing this fanfic. Writing was my way to escape from everything that was happening in my life, it was a way to cope and relieve some stress doing something that I’ve always loved, and of course, it’s still my way to do it. Writing has been something that I’ve always dreamt about and I have no words to describe how grateful and happy you guys make me! Words are simply not enough for saying how much all of you mean to me.
I’ve got a lot on my plate at the moment and I can’t put myself into writing something good enough for you all.
Exams and my attempt to graduate at university during the end of this year, social life and family… things are not going so well and I’m feeling empty and full at the same time, I’m feeling like I’m not doing enough to face all of this. I’m feeling like a stranger in my own house, in my own country, and my own life… so I’m trying to change it, starting from things and situations that made me feel trapped, but this process requires time, hard work, and courage… I’m working on it, I swear!
I’m not the kind of person who likes or who’s good to talk about her feelings… actually I’ve never talked about them, I never let people see what I’m really going through and yeah, I know that it’s not the best way but the few times that I let people see the real me or what my feelings were, all I had back was a kick in the ass so, well I don’t trust people so fast…
But this fandom made me feel accepted, it made me feel like I’m not alone and like I’m not just the nerd one or the bookworm that the others think that I am. This fandom makes me feel at home and for this THANK YOU!