1. if you look at my reading list dont judge me those stories are bulk good and you should read

2. my writing is shit and i wont encourage you to read it because it's embarrassing to see my inner 12 year old escape on the interweb 

3. the only one left is one i am mildly okay with and i'd feel bad if i deleted all my 2 years worth of writing wowowow

4. for future reference, i'm not and do not wish to be a fanfic writer i was just trying to fit into the criteria of a 2011 fangirl and i didn't think of the consequences like 16 year old me wanting to die because it's fucking embarrassing and her wanting to punch me in the face every single day

i just came here to read some hella nice literature and mostly unsatisfying smut and im honestly feeling so attacked right now