EL ! ⊹ˊ˗

@nxt_Chi thank u :3 it truly is more fun when you do things for yourself hahaha it's hard to always practice but i think i am slowly getting better at it (better in some activities than others)!! i appreciate your support!!! 

This was so beautifully expressed (although that’s not hard to believe since you’re the one who wrote it). I think that you starting to do things for yourself is one of the best forms or self love honestly. Having no expectations for your work from others yet still loving it yourself nonetheless will probably be so much less exhausting lol ANYWAYS I hope you start to feel better and start enjoying yourself in what you do and what you decide to put out there!

@superswagsuna ILY EL!

@adyucca @adyucca @SE0LAR @boreddaki @nxt_Chi @yuzurinss thank you :-)))

@superswagsuna feel better soon!! will always be waiting for ur return 

aww that’s fine!! Don’t rush or pressure urself <3 even if you don’t ever feel like writing again, remember you have made a great impact on ppls lives with ur cute stories!! 

i think im gonna have to give it a formal break  idk what to do next ive been rewriting chapters on chapters on chapters 

hello!! thank you!!!! i've been putting a little more effort than usual LOL so i'm glad you're enjoying the story so far. 
            
            y/n and sawako's relationship is definitely complex. and so is sawako's and sakusa's, and sakusa's and y/n's!! just a bunch of complexities throughout the entire story LOL but it's interesting to explore. it's definitely seemingly unrealistic, but i think that's what makes it fun to write!! especially because it's a tough situation in general and, as the writer, you kinda get the chance to explore different thoughts, feelings and reactions from both or even all sides :3 
            
            i am in a bit of a writer's block and honestly just so tired lately that i haven't been writing. i'm not sure what i'll do yet (and i'm not sure i want to follow what i have planned or figure out a way to move into it—idk LOL) but smth will happen i guess!!!! 
            
            thanks for ur message :-D 

hi!! :3 thanks for your message!! i'm glad you feel so positively about my writing hahaha it's such a mess sometimes, but i am mostly enjoying myself so it's nice to know others enjoy it too!! esp since it's never as concise as it "should be" LOL 
            
            i'm glad you find y/n relatable!! it's hard to write for a y/n and i used to be so uncertain (and i think at times it's obvious when i am lmfao) but it's reassuring to know someone feels like they can insert themselves in what is quite literally a reader insert!!!! 
            
            i've been writing for forever now and have always liked basing aspects of characters off of people i know irl so i think that's maybe why it feels like i can depict characters well!! hahaha that's a huge compliment so thank you lololol i think i also just have an overactive imagination so mayhaps it helps with fictional writing when it comes to character "studies" and interactions. i definitely still need to work on world building and descriptive writing tbh!!!!! 
            
            but i'm enjoying what i'm doing now and i'm glad you're enjoying it too!! thanks for sharing your positive thoughts hahaha i appreciate it and it's always nice to hear someone's thoughts and how they feel :3 thank ya!!! 

i never thought you'd reply so quickly omg, thank you for responding <33 will be noting all that you've said haha!   and i do agree that the best fanfics will always come from writers who enjoy what they actlly write !!
            
            and yes omgg, i would loovee to talk abt writing with you !! but i think i'd want to write some of my stuff first so i could also fill you in with my experiences HSHSHSH so far, i'm trying to write down as many ideas/characterizations/scenarios as i can that i'd love to write abtt, and i'm actlly having fun with it so i think that's a good sign hehe
            
            anw, thank you el for the advice !! i appreciate it sm 

a lot of my inspiration is just my daydreaming LOL i am a hopeless romantic (so sad) and i just have a lot of ideas and scenarios i want to write. i know i repeat a lot of tropes and scenarios, but it makes me happy so i just write them :-)) small things i see irl, small ideas or small actions i want to fully flesh out, or even just a scenario or "issue" i want to explore—really anything serves as inspiration for me and it took me a while to feel confident in writing about these small things!
            
            i love talking about writing LMAO so you can add me on discord if you want!! my username's superswagela (just msg me ur wtpd user lol!!!!) 

i don't entirely have a routine, but i typically plan all my stories out. i plan out the general plot line (important events, birthdays, practices, etc etc) as well as characters and backgrounds, and then just play it all by ear half the time LOL i've scrapped entire plans before because i decided to go a different direction. i usually just find the conflict i want to address and figure things out from there. of course this wasn't always how i did things, i just ended up doing it this way because i get tired of stories when i bound myself to a strict plan. i also make sure i create and write characters in a way that i enjoy (i often incorporate an OC because i get the chance to develop them fully hahaha and i experiment with the way canon characters are, not entirely bounding them to "tight" headcanons but keeping them fluid, i guess. i do this mostly because each story i write is it's own "universe" LOL but i think i write most canon characters consistently???). if you're planning to write for a y/n, keep it general lmfao and just base y/n off yourself (that's what i do most of the time hakdshshjddj). y/n is hard to write for and i was unfortunately writing during the time where readers would constantly say "i'd never do that!!!" and it was so tiring. i just ignore that stuff now and purely write in a way that's interesting to me whether i base y/n on a part of me or a part of someone or anyone in general that i want to explore. writing, most of the time, is a chance to explore situations you normally wouldn't have control over so it's kinda fun to put characters in situations where you can "experiment" LOL not sound like i have a god complex or whatever hahdkfhshdjfj

@itachiyamas its alright, #getthatbag 

@itachiyamas LMFAO WHAT IS YOUR JOB ??

@itachiyamas realshit 

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