itismewren

note on my future absence! i am probably rolling in a pit of unfinished assignments (math and history courses mainly, i can see it now). not that i'm active much at the moment, but i'm certainly working on things, except that'll um... hinder that 'working' quite a bit lmao
          
          i apologize for future wait for anything is what i'm getting at here, if anyone is even interested in the stuff i write :)

according to one of my friends, reading and writing fanfiction of a fictional character is gross and crazy and 'overboard'  i will go cry now

i quit band and i hate myself for it but it'll make my life so much easier 

i just realized i turned off wattpad notifs because one day i was streaming something to a friend on discord and didn't wanna risk them figuring out i read and write venti x reader fanfics but y'know what???? i don't care i hope they figure out, venti > everyone else <3

sad brain tell me to write angst to let feelings out, logical brain tell me no because then i'd write too much angst lol

venti has zero personality in my oneshot book and will i apologize for it? no, no i won't, because it's centered around y/n anyway and it's my mental breakdown and i get to choose the way i write my own comfort character (while still publishing it) 

i didn't forget i have stories to update wdym 

hello it is wren, complaining about band yet again
          
          so anyway, basically i just showed up to this school's band precamps and said i'm transferring, and tHEIR DIRECTOR GAVE ME A SOLO but by the time we get to the movement of our show in which i'm supposed to play this aforementioned solo, i'm already out of breath and out-of-whack embouchure-wise so i can't hit one of the notes but if i don't hit that note it's so incredibly obvious and silent because it's a SOLO- 

AYOOO i'm transferring schools so now band won't be beating me half to death-
          naybe hopefully gonna start writing more because i really really want to i just haven't found the time to sit down and write something without getting interrupted every two seconds by a message from a band member or my director or some other dumb thing :/ 

band? killing me
          me? dying
          stories? not getting written
          hotel? trivago