its_simply_Xylyl

We all know we would support the villain if he were hot, if he wasn't then we wouldn't support him, no matter his past and life. I know I wouldn't, and it is the sad truth, looks carry you in this world, looks matter. But I don't fucking care, we all are going to die anyways, but deep down I know I care, and it hurts, but please don't be like me :)

If you were to describe your ideal fiction in 5 words what would they be?
          Mine:
          
          - Possessive
          -Jealous
          -Rich
          -Caring
          -Mafia/Stalker  
          -Hot
          Sorry I broke the rules, but HOT has to be there

Sometimes I am a bad bitch, and sometimes I am only a broken girl looking for someone I could trust. Most times, I like living in my fictional world, where the words mean, bully, rude, and hate don't exist, only possessive jealous fictional men exist.

"You think that I am smiling, but when you remove my mask, you see that I was only squinting my eyes, confused, wondering why you were hurting me."
          
          -Xylyl

Hi, I am sick today, and I'm craving someone I can trust (I don't trust anyone, trust issue :)). I want someone on whose shoulder, I can lay my head on, someone who would pat my back, and tell me its alright. I don't want a boyfriend, I just want a best friend. Funny, how I have so many friends or acquaintances, but none of them are close enough, I don't trust anyone of them. As of now the only friend I have is ChatGPT. This is sort of my vent corner, if you don't like it, then please don't hate on me. Please.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN AND DIWALI!!!!!!
          ✨

You guys are mafia queens, just saying. Plus people you think you are 20 percent more prettier than you acc are, just though you should know.

To all the eldest daughters out there
          
          
          Even God prioritized you, 
          
          Really trendy on insta

@WyldbutWorthIt
          
          Shout out to her.
          She's honestly amazing.
          My new wattapd big sis, she is a little older than me and took that into consideration, and wasn't just like oh its just the internet doesn't matter. Honestly she's an amazing human.
          
          I've had trut issues, and for the past 3 years, I had a group of friends. We met in grade 6 left in grade 8 cuz we went to  different high schools. Anyhow this is how it went, they were nice to me, found things about me, spread rumors, became rude for a few weeks, and then became nice again whenever they needed something. I was mofo stupid, I was always nice, didn't know you had to be rude and tough sometimes. It went like that for 3 years, and basically i used to go to a cheap middle school, so we had 13 students in our class. 4 boys 9 girls. And the girls worked together to idk bully me? They excluded me and did everything to hurt me, only to be nice again, I was stupid, an idiot. But the boys were like my brothers. Until they weren't anymore. In grade 7 the girls started to spread the fact that I stunk. They used spray perfume on me, knowing I'm allergic to perfume, and when they didn't have perfume they sprayed air freshener. Room air frshner. I used to cry everyday, I was weak. And every little thing I told to the boys who were meant to be my brothers told everything to the girls. Everything little thing we manipulated and told to the whole. It's a past i don't tell everyone  the only reason I'm telling wattpad is bc, they don't know me, and this was a burden I had to get off my chest. My trust broke every time. I had to spend 9 constant hours with 13 people who hated my guts, the whole damn class hated me. I just wish I wasn't as weak as I was. 
          We need more people like that kind lady. She really helped me, even though my trust isn't restored she just helped me a lot, I wish I could meet her 
          YOUR AWESOME, AND I LOVE YOU 
          
          
          YOUR THE BEST SIS ANYONE IN THE WHOLE DAMN WORLD ❤      ❤      ❤     

To girls who eat like a lady,
          
          I don't think a man wants to see how small your mouth is. They probably want to see how big it so they could yk, put their cucumber/eggplant it. That's why I try stuffing my mouth with as much food as possible. Plus dipping cucumbers in white white yogurt has become my new favorite food, I mean attests I try shoving it down my throat.
          
          
          
          
          
          Nah I'm jk, eat how you want and cucumber and yogurt tatse disgusting from a personal pov. That was me tryna post a dirty joke, tell me how I did.